uChangedMyLife

2010-08-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

I just have a burning qn:
why are singaporeans the ones giving all the negative comments on their very own YOG?
i mean, if they are not the ones supporting and backing up the SYOG committee, then who will?
and if those athletes are giving thumbs up to singapore and the syog committee, then is it true to say tt they have done a gd job?
apart frm the glitches tt happened, small or big, the committee must have tried their best. i believe no event can go without glitches, moreover an inaugural one. at least they learnt frm their mistakes and improved, no?
what is a lil inconvenience compared to the pride of the nation?
a yog assistant manager once casually told me "they never ask themselves, how much they gave to the nation" cliche, maybe. true, definitely.
i may have my grumbles, and some unhappiness, but i dont go to the extend to say "i hate yog". my stint at yog so far is a pleasant one, other than it taking up 3 wks of my time, lots of energy exhausted and a mood-swing manager. was super shocked by the facebook grp, all the disgrace on an international website. well done, singaporeans, well done.

2010-06-21T19:03:00.002+08:00

i am off to Taipei tomorrowwww~~~! =)

packed and ready to go! =D

adaptor checked
chargers checked
tix checked
money checked
mrt card checked
clothes checked
toiletries (need to pack tml)
shoes (pack tml)
camera checked
accessories checked

I HOPE I DIDNT FORGET ANYTHING
omg, PASSPORT, checked =P

will blog if i have time to in Taipei.
but photos up in facebook when i come back!!

for the record, flight details:
22 JUNE, TUES SIN- TAIPEI 1025-1510 CI 752, economy
28 JUNE, MON TAIPEI-SIN 1605-2045 CI751, economy

=)

2010-06-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

new updates:

went down to taiwan association at UIC building in shenton way to get our free MRT pass and museum tix. super hard to find place! and super unfriendly counter lady. but we reckon she's sick, tt's why she's edgy...

then we sat down at starbucks there to plan our itinerary. pretty much done. but subjected to changes, tt's the good thing abt free and easy trips. =)

then we headed to chinatown to change currency. 1:22.25. changed abt S$600.
all geared up for shopping spreeeee~! =D

counting down: 8 days to flight!! =)

2010-06-08T00:10:00.001+08:00

new Taiwan planning updates:

Dad's making a sub-card for me! =D
but he specifically said "u gotta return it to me when u come back. u'll use it ONLY when u go overseas."
haha. he went thru all tt trouble just so i dont have to bring so much cash with me. and according to him. "in case u blur and something happen. so u'll have money to come home." like THANKS. haha.

too bad i dont get to keep it for good.
but hey, beats no getting it! =)

2010-06-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

taiwan planning:

emailed some lady sweesin introduced.
and got some freebies:

Freebie details(first come first served)- A)MRT card or B)theme park ticket, and extra Taipei or Kaohsiung MRT card & Extra offer: free pass of National Palace Museum www.npm.gov.tw,

A)MRT Card-Taipei or Kaohsiung–NT 50 value inside and you can top up and use it on MRT & bus

B)Theme park ticket-one time free entry to theme park, see attached file for the list

now we have to find a date to head down to the office to get the stuff! =)

it's good to gave a wide circle of frens! =D

2010-06-02T22:50:00.001+08:00

somebody came back with a foul mood again.
seriously, keep ur bad mood to urself. u dont need the whole world to feel it too. -.-

anyways, went down to chinatown just now to get our tix!
now with the tix in hand, we REALLY are going! =D

now for the planning process..... =)

2010-06-01T13:46:00.002+08:00

I miss u blog! do u miss me? =D

i was bored, like finally! i dont usually get to stay at home and rot the whole day. today is kinda rare. and i'm gonna go out later, so technically, it's not the whole day.

i dunno when i started not confiding in you anymore. blog. but i reckon u gave away too many of my secrets! and girlfrens sometimes make better company! =D
but once in awhile, when i'm at my extreme moods (i.e super low or super high), i'll come back to u. =) i might not name names, but i'll tell u things, maybe.

may was kinda a big mess for ppl arnd me. my may was kinda peaceful, but my mood changes with the ppl arnd me.
many relationship issues. like i used to tell u a long long time ago, it makes me wonder if love is all tt impt, whether it's worth all these.
maybe too much negative examples gave me the thought tt i'd rather be swinging single. =)
(and no, my dear frens, i'm not gonna stay a lao chu nu, dont worry! =P)
dramas kinda keep me sane. all the fantasy, all the hope tt maybe the actual world is just as wonderful.. maybe, just maybe.

anyway, i completed a feat! i ran a 10km marathon! =D
ok, it's not all tt 'wow', but it was a good experience. the run was enjoyable! especially love the last 500m, the moon right in front of u, big and bright, the wind in ur hair, the crowd and finishing line lights within sight.. it's like seeing light, literally. <3
mayb i'll do more runs like this. =)

and and and. I'M GOING TO TAIWAN~~ for real!! =D
22nd-28th june. =)
looking forward to it!!!

i shall tell u the planning the process frm now onwards.
u shall record my taiwan trip all the way! =)

see u soon!

2010-05-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

没有东西做

2010-04-12T20:18:00.003+08:00

you dont fucking come home and throw ur weight arnd because we dont fucking owe u a shit.
it's not like u're the only one having trouble juggling work and things to do at home. i fucking am having my bloody exams! and it's not like i'm not trying to help. if i can dont bloody hell study, u think i wont?
you think i have it easy dont u? u think everybody is having it easier than u, dont u?
u think u're the only person having stress, dont u?
u think u're doing a lot dont u?
but u havent bloody hell seen everything! u havent seen what i've been helping out in when u're not at home. it's not like we all leave EVERY thing to u. it's not like we're all enjoying life when u slog ur hearts out.
IF YOU DONT WANNA DO IT, JUST GOD DAMN LEAVE IT!
nobody's forcing you! if u wanna just go to work then come back and slp, so be it!
u think i'd rather be washing clothes and mopping the god damn floor when i could study more or play some games?
from today onwards, i shall be home past 10, when u're aslp. then i dont have to bloody help out or see ur stupid fuck face.

2009-11-22T22:09:00.001+08:00

omg! it's like having 2 shirlyns arnd me. at exam period, tt makes it 10 times as irritating. GOD~! -.-

2009-10-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

OH! i didnt blog abt the kid on 198 tt brightened me up a lil. here's his convo with his mum:

Mum: i wanted to bake u cookies this morning, but i didnt.
Boy: why? u didnt have time?
Mum: ya
Boy: did u slp for too long? mum, are u spending a lot of time with me?
Mum: no. i can spend more time with u tml, i have the whole day.
Boy: so u can bake me cookies?
Mum: yeah
Boy: YAY! so i can try one of them?
Mum: yes, u can.
Boy: THANK U MUMMY!

Boy: mum, my mouth hurts.
Mum: tt's coz u didnt brush ur teeth like i told u to. there are little wormies in ur mouth.
Boy: but i dont see little wormies.
Mum: there are lil wormies tt are remains of ur food tt caused the pain
Boy: wormies have pain in them?!

Boy: look mummy, my feet are hidden (he's wearing rain boots)

aint he CUTE?!
these lil cuties are the reason why the world continues to live. no?

it just take so much to make me smile. =)

2009-10-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

Michele was freaking suay today.

she was happily looking forward to seeing old frens back in her old jc. board the bus telling xw, 'i'll be there soon!'
chose to take 179 and then switch bus to 198 instead of walking out to take 99, which she reckons will take longer.

board the bus with 2 of her uni guy frens.
happily reading her mag, when bus stopped out of no where.
BUS FREAKING BROKE DOWN.
then nobody realised.. until awhile later.
bus driver took a few mins to open the door and let us out..
queued up to take 'complimentary bus ride coupon' and get out of bus.
'rescue' bus was infront.
her 2 uni frens alighted spoilt bus 1st and boarded 'rescue' bus without her.
'rescue' bus LEFT WITHOUT HER.

she waited for 20 more mins for the nxt one.
was peak hr and she and other stranded ppl had to watch as at least 10 buses pass by.
getting more pissed off as packed buses pass by after one another.
then jas called, she was about to reach JJ, and she came from YCK! ($&#%%$#^&Q)
'U reaching alrdy? i am still at ntu, bus broke down and i'm still waiting for another bus to come. bloody hell!'

THE FREAKING TOW TRUCK CAME BEFORE ANOTHER EMPTY-ENOUGH BUS CAME.

and she ended up taking 1 hr 15 mins to get to JJ, FROM NTU. -.-

not to mention her 2 'frens' didnt bother to check if she was alive. (not tt she'd have died.. but still~!)
and to think she spent 2 days out buying their bdae presents, and arranged for their bdae celebrations, which happened just hrs before the incident.

mei liang xin ppl!

this post would have been filled with vulgarities if i had internet at tt moment.

anyways, i went back to jj to attend a farewell party held for Mr Koh.
he's leaving for IJ.
i bet he was unwilling. he's been with jj for 10 yrs~! he sounded like he was close to tears when he was addressing us. aww... i'll miss him!

and mr leow too! he's leaving for fuhua to be VP. and upgrade.
but what will jj do without both these guys!!!

all the best for ur future endeavors! u'll be missed by jjcians!!

2009-10-24T13:48:00.002+08:00

女生往往对爱情少了男生的一点勇敢。这就是男生所认为的‘想太多’。
‘My Queen'

2009-10-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

a boy passed by a garden full of roses.
he stopped and picked one.
the gardener saw and asked, 'what are u doing?'
the boy answered, 'i love roses, so i'm taking them home'
the gardener kept quiet and turned to water his flowers.
the boy then ask,' what are u doing?'
the gardener replied, 'i love roses, and i'm leaving them here.'
the boy listened, and understood..
he re-planted the rose...
but it was too late....

how deep is YOUR love?

(My queen)

but then i should be studying. LOL

2009-10-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

ppl!
pls pls pls dont eat the prawn aglio olio at p*******. esp jp one!
WTH.
the spag is like damn hard. it's obviously not well cooked.
then i asked for a change.
the guy came back with a hotter one. but the spag is equally hard.
he came and said 'this plate is cooked for another 20sec more' (like GO AND DIE!)
then he ask me how's it.
i said it still sucks (ok, not word for word) but juz leave it.
then he said 'nowadays noodles come witht his resist to bite. so it'll appear abit hard' (something to tt effect)

LIKE WTH!!!

and to think the menu wrote 'signature'
AND they were so proud of their pasta.

was so tempted to edit their 'confession to love of pasta' form..
I, Michele Lee, hereby confess that i never knew p******* could serve such HORRIBLE pasta. i always thought only ppl who 1st stepped into the kitchen could do tt.

NEVER GO BACK THERE FOR AGLIO OLIO or pasta dishes with spag. NEVER.
i said it twice

2009-09-26T18:19:00.001+08:00

today was fun! =)

mac breakfast with family. took 20 mins to finish (not) a sausage mcmuffin with egg.

cca: foc orientation.
games, laughter, fun.=)
and tan-lines! =(

new frens.
might not see them again.
but new frens =)
maybe we'll bump into each other in sch! =)

TIRED!

2009-09-23T21:49:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
ROFLMAO
ROFLMAO

WTHHHHHHH

sorry, juz need to LOL. =)

2009-09-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

maybe i was being over sensitive. maybe i was being petty.

but then again, maybe there's a limit to everything. even jokes, esp jokes. fun and laughter sometimes isnt just fun and laughter. laughing tgt doesnt mean it wont hurt. being the centre of things sometimes isnt a good thing.
and the duration and depth of a frenship doesnt entitle anyone to anything more than i can take.

when i say it's not funny, twice, i mean it.

maybe it all boils down to sensitivity.
on both sides.

it'll go away, really.
it'll go away.

i said it twice.

2009-08-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO! =)

ok, so my 1st clubbing experience.
haha. erm.. i think it's kinda boring. HAHA.
maybe the event was too early. so the music kinda sucked. and the atmosphere was a bit down. lol. i was damn sleepy, dunno why also.
oh, and the main event was sooo... unexciting. i'm sorry, but the games were so 'errrrr..' and the best dressed couple title didnt go to the best dressed. how can u 'judge' the best dressed with games? those tt won end up being the least geeky couple. but i guess the main idea is to gather us at a place to hav fun...

all in all:
a few sips of alcohol. a few nods on the dance floor. a whole few hrs of standing arnd, doing nth. haha.

so we left zouk at about 12+. then headed opp to hav prata.
took the shuttle bus back at 1am.
headed to kaiyuan's hall to chill. dai di, uno, murderer, mahjong. LOL.
stayed up till like 7+. reached hm at 8. didnt feel slpy. ate breakfast, uploaded photos. etc etc.
went to slp at abt 9. woke up at 12.30. woken up by smses and calls.
i ALWAYS get smses and calls when i'm either sleeping, away frm my phone or busy.
when i'm free and all, they dont come. -.-

so anyway. after i woke up, facebooked and all. then did lab report and headed out to dinner. HAHA.

i have lots of tutorials to do. and i dont feel like it. lol.
2 more........><

2009-08-18T10:53:00.000+08:00

sooo.... tuesday! haha. <3 tuesdays. because lessons are least packed on tues. =)
lecture starts at 4.30. =D

anyway, yest lab was kind of a mess. because, althou it's titration, it's a tat new to us.
we use pH to get end point instead of an indicator. so me and my lab partner were both very blur. haha. but we did finish la.. juz tt maybe it's not tt accurate. haha.

ok, i shall go watch dramas now. =P

2009-08-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

blogger's format turns out freaking weird on my laptop....

anyways, went for impromptu movie watching with the gals last night.
like 'eh, u free later? go watch movie!'
ahahah. but it was nice.

UP in 3D is damn nice! 1000000x nicer than ice age in 3D. =)
go watch, go watch. i recommend. haha!

and whoever said uni life was easy is lying lor.
maybe academic content in JC is tougher than uni, tt i cant tell yet.
but uni life is a lot of independence. we have to do a lot of things, but nobody is there to tell us to. thank god for frens i made, we notify each other of things we have to complete.
we have to do quizes tt counts to ur grades, without anybody telling us. we have to check the sch website for documents. and they dont even put announcements la. like we have to go to every module, every link to find if we hav things to do. -.-
lecture notes etc...

mayb my new fav website would be ntu.edu.sg. LOL.

but i'll survive! with frens i made. =)

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE HAVING THEIR A LVL PRELIMS NOW!! jia you jia you! =)

2009-08-15T13:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
been long since i last updated
ok, so sch started.
lectures are like freaking boring.
so far, contents are very A lvl. so far, so good.

got a laptop. so i'd be online a lot now adays. HAHAH.

hmm,... driving is at stage 3 now. parking.
instructor said 'ur parking sucks' LOL.
seriously. thurs night lesson was a demoralising one. totally. he keep saying 'WRONG' WRONG. -.-
was suppose to be a review of stage 2, but he say he's more like teaching me. lol. but i did get a lot of tips frm him la. and he's really chatty! sometimes i shut off his voice. LOL. then he'll say my concentration is off.

anyway, i knocked down 2 poles on my 1st few attempts to parallel park.
at the end of the lesson, we got out of the car and he reviewed my parking. then he ended with 'ok, ur parking sucks' LOL.
then he say 'u can go back and tell ur dad ur parking is horrible. but ur dad will say, it's ok, nxt time no more poles, juz pillars'. ......
joker.

anyways, i reckon i'd take a long time to finish my lessons. my nxt lesson is in oct!.
i need to go to bbdc web regularly to pick up try-sells or cancelled lessons. Zzzzzzz

oh, and i'm gonna hav my 1st lab lesson on mon. =D hope it's fun.

bye bye~ LOL

2009-08-03T13:50:00.000+08:00

hello ppl! i'm back frm orientation camp!

it's pretty tiring. but let's juz say being a jj leader trained me for minimal sleep.

i shall not narrate the whole camp la. pictures will pop up on fb someday... i guess.

most memorable:
1st night- initiation.
they blindfolded us and brought us arnd the camp site. sprayed soy sauce on us, splash mud. add flour. macham bake cake. make us go thru 'obstacles', dance, duck walk. super tiring. like 1st night leh. we were like cold, wet and smelly. then they made us protect come candles or what not. LOL. damn freezing cold. and 1st night ended at 3+.

woke up at 7+ the nxt morning for wet games. then fright night. fright night was not as bad as i expected la. kinda funny instead. haha. but those poor 'ghosts' i wonder how many hundred of time they have to 'boo' at us. coz we went in pairs. and there are like how many hundreds of ppl. tt night ended arnd the same time. and we woke up the nxt day at arnd the same time too.

day 3 was amazing race. SUPER EXHAUSTING. i havent ran so much since dunno when. and i tell u, i can feel myself lose weight. we were out and abt frm like 9+ to 10+. i think after tt was the cross-dress parade. wahh.. super... shocking. lol.

then i think bed time was equally short la.

day 4 was beach games.
then secret partner night. went fort canning with some pre-planned stranger. had dinner, games etc. then went back. lodging was at sentosa. small tiny room to fit 20+ ppl. end up goind downstairs with raymond, phyliscia (damn cool hor her name? xD), desmond and pei hong while the rest sleeps. we ate chips and chatted. then kinda knocked out for an hr or so. we literally juz drop dead. haha.

break camp the nxt day. went to macs for lunch. (did i mention the food sucks? i wonder where jj gets her budget for camp food. jj's camp food has dessert leh! this camp was like 1 meat, 1 veg. which means it spoils our appetite. and we dont finish our food. and then adds to weight lose programme) then headed home. bathed and knocked dout till the nxt morning.

i think the total amount of time i slpt for the 4 nights wont even add up to the amount of time i usually slp for one night. if u noe me well enugh.

but hooray to will-power!
say hi to dark circles.

and oh! welcome me back to the world, with good food, good sleep and good baths!

2009-07-19T09:15:00.000+08:00

i'm fine alrdy ppl. thx for all the concern.
i was enlightened by an unlikely source. haha. but yea, we'll all slowly figure out about this new path we're taking. =) jia you everybody!

oh, and my msn kena virus, sorry ppl! dont click on whatever i sent u!!

driving progressed to right turns...
i like this particular Mr Goh. coz he always passes my stages. haha! i can pass like 2 stages at one time with him la. the rest of the instructors dont like to pass me. =P

sch's gonna start so driving lessons will be less regular... hopefully i can finish it and pass this yr so i dont hav to renew my pdl....

2009-07-15T18:02:00.003+08:00

i'm so lost. uni life hasnt started and there are alrdy things abt it tt i dont understand. and decisions i cannot make becoz of tt.

doesnt feel good...

anyway... driving is ..... just like tt la.

and...
i've been wanting to blog abt something for a few days...
but i didnt hav a chance to...

and now i forgot what was it all of a sudden.

-.-
Michele is not doing very good now.....

2009-07-12T11:40:00.001+08:00

ice age 3 is disappointing even in 3d!!

fullstop.

2009-07-06T17:39:00.001+08:00

1st lesson on the road.

2 unkind drivers... and many scares...

one stupid driver cut suddenly to my lane lor. i almost knocked into him... my insructor sounded the horn. =P and he say i can horn at ppl during tests also. HAHA.

and my instructor stalled more than me!...

coz the car was faulty la. hehe.

2009-07-02T13:13:00.002+08:00

suddenly had the feel to cook. so took notes frm tv shows....
and lunch today was aglio olio with mushroom + campbell soup.

ichiban tonight, finally.

and an exciting day tml!..

oh.. had 2 driving lessons..
stalled 4 times on the 1st day learning to brake... -.-
stalled 4 times on the second day learning to move off SMOOTHLY.
-.-

round and round on the track. Zzzz.
but instructor says my turning is good! =)

foot work foot work, foot coordination...

2009-06-28T12:46:00.002+08:00

ok, so ichiban was cancelled. but i had pizza with isa! and then haigen dazs with yp and isa.

durian was amazing. haha.
durian frm plantation really tastes better u noe.
and i think the adults spent like RM300 on over 100 durians and then another RM100 or so on rambutans, mangosteens and jackfruits.
so we practically ate durians the whole day. 100+, not to mention those we picked and ate on the spot.

woke up like 6+ in the morn then headed in to m'sia. breakfast at some dunno where. they had this hugeass pao. like the size of my face. LOL. for like RM3+. is quite good...
then headed to plantation 1 (my mum's fren's dunno who's plantation). picked and ate durians on the spot. thn headed back to the other person's hse where a lot more durians awaited us.
then headed to plantation 2. where there are rambutan trees as well. not to mention mosquitoes.
came back and ate more durians. i was totally turned off by the time, so i sat there watching them eat.
then we went to my mum's fren's place... had a grocery store there. and i bought like 600g of colourful gem biscuits, or my mum calls it 'flower biscuits'. HEHE. shiok.

then we headed back with a boot-ful of durians. not to mention some others were in my uncle's car.......
then headed to uncle's hse for more durians. !!
i totallyyyyyy shooked my head at every piece they offered. lol. sat there eating rambutans instead.
AND there are some more at home!

but they're like damn good.
so mayb i'll hav some tml, after i get off the 'excessive-durian-syndrome'. HAHA.
even my ah ma who LOVES durians to bits.. said her every 1st 'no' to durians on this trip. LOL.

and i realised.. Man(1) Ka(2) i..e. jackfruit in canto sounds very much like Mang(4) Ka(1) i.e mosquitoe bite in hokkien.
DONT SAY IT DOESNT SOUND LIKE LOR!
if u say it fast enough, it'll sound the same.

actually it's no wonder i cant string up proper canto or hokkien sentences because i grew up in an environment mixed in these 2 dialects. they all sound the same to me!. HAHA.
so i can understand what both sides of relatives are saying, but i can only reply them in mandrian OR broken dialect. lol.

2009-06-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

Ichiban tonight

durian plantation in m'sia for MORE durians on sat. =)

2009-06-23T12:37:00.002+08:00

yest i was complaining abt having to hav porridge for lunch.... it's so sian! haha

but then my mum had to eat durians in front of me... and then i HAD to eat some. LOL.

and now, i'm eating durian cake in front of the com. HAHA

all these when i'm having a bad cough.

i need cough reducing food... not cough inducing ones. but... whatever! =P

i'm glad u rmb the times....

2009-06-22T12:08:00.002+08:00

ok, so in the end i joined them for dinner. haha. longgg story.

anyways, we went to minds cafe at princep street. dinner-ed and made hell lot of noise playing games. =D an enjoyable time.
hopefully the nxt gathering will see more ppl instead of the usual few.

went for fathers' day dinner yest at sushi tei @ vivo city. lol. the bill came out to to much lesser than i predicted. but i reckon we didnt eat much. anyways... after tt headed nxt door to haigen dazs for ice-cream. the bill for haigen dazs came out similar to tt att sushi tei. LOL.

still unwell.
still reluctant to go to the docs. haha,. =P

2009-06-19T12:28:00.003+08:00

watched ghost of gf past yest with jas and shirlyn. not really nice.
even monsters vs aliens were nicer. haha

ok, we met for dinner at ajisen then ice-cream and b&j's and then movie.

gonna meet again on sat for kbox.
too bad i cant join the rest for dinner.

my dates ALWAYS have to fall on the same day. =/

i'm like blogging for the sake of blogging. haha!

2009-06-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

ok, so i practically face-booked my day away...
i bejeweled, r-city-ed, pet society-ed.. LOL

and i watched S factor and xiaxue on youtube. LOL
s factor is a freaking bitchy show lor. everyone like go there to make enemies. haha

and xiaxue's got guts! big time. she freaking got a nose job, tattoo and a tongue piercing.
i couldnt watch the entire tongue piercing procedure. it's like u can drop dead and die anytime.
totally sends shivers down my spine lor. and after tt i could totally feel a stud in my tongue when she tried talking. LOL. totally could feel the obstruction.
and not to mention the tatoo thingy sounded damn gross.

2 things i'll nvr do my entire life...
add nose job to tt..

u can give me a million to do those.. but i'd rather give u a million to not hav to do it. HAHA.
dont freaking come and like "Michele, go do this or give me a million"/ i'll totally slap u left right upside down. and then send 100 tattooist to ur hse... and give u a nose job, Michele style. (* evil grins)
LOL. tt's me for u. JUZ KIDDING!

2009-06-04T10:32:00.002+08:00

something funny happened on the mrt yest.

i was on my way to cck. then at lakeside, an ah ma boarded the train with a maid and wheelchair. before i could stand up and give up my seat to her, she used her walking stick to hit the legs of the guy nxt to me! tt poor guy was slping lor! the ah ma gestured him to move away. then he said sorry and stood up. he's so nice, he even said sorry after being innocently hit by the ah ma.
it was so impromptu, it shocked me too. haha. the poor guy didnt even no an ah ma entered the train lor, but hav to be hit by her. hehx. and have to sleep standing the rest of the ride.

come to think of it, i should hav let him sit. haha.

anyways, i'd be off to m'sia tml. so dont miss me! =)

2009-06-03T11:14:00.003+08:00

i had the weirdest nightmare last night

i dreamed tt i was tutored by a fren.. but i keep getting scolded by her coz i couldnt grasp the concepts... not unlike jasmine and shirlyn...
but then being the girl i am, unlike shirlyn, i retaliated. i shouted at her and ran away.
then when i turned arnd. she came running towards me in a 'i'm gonna kill u' manner. and so i threw a punch in her direction..
and then i woke up.

thank god i was lying on my back when tt happened, coz if i was lying on my side, i would hav either punch the wall or my mom.
yes, i really punched. HAHA.

and the girl was the most unexpected person. like i'll go to her for help right. i dont even really noe her.
plus, she's suppose to be friendly, over-friendly maybe, but not feirce!

is tt a sign? LOL

2009-05-29T18:24:00.002+08:00

was supposed to be outside now having dinner with a grp of frens....
but my red aunt came to shed bloody painful tears of disappointment (new way to say it! haha).
and so i'm stuck at home feeling uncomf.

anyways... went back to jj on wed to get our a lvl cert. bumped into ms kim, mr leow and some juniors... sort of ate lunch with ms lim... then we headed to vivo for movie. night at the musem 2. not bad. =) then dinnered at marche... dessert at earl's.

yest mum brought me and dad to a businessy event. launch of new ciggarette packaging and what not.. lol. they are not allowed to advertise, so they can only hold closed doors events like this.
they had a hell lot of alcohol, fois gras(or what i think it is.. sucks.. damn gross....), mont blanc prizes for qn and ans and concert-like fireworks for the launch.
a guy named buddy as an entertainer.. sings lots of songs in a lot of languages.. half-past six chinese, hokkien, cantonese, tanil and malay. sings songs tt i nvr heard of... canto songs frm dunno which era... english songs frm micheal jackson, beegees, elvis' era.... chinese rap frm i dunno where coz i cudnt catch a single word... the only song i noe? 'friends' by emil chou. LOL. and he prob only sang the 1st and last word of each sentence right...
and all i really did was eat and drink.
in a few words: rich, OLD, and boring. HAHA. not to mention smoky...

nth else. looking forward to the wkend! =)

2009-05-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

so, after the blog post yest came another death call. haha

yest was worse than the day before... totally.
took the same class again. and i prob delivered a msg tt says 'miss lee is not fierce' -.-
coz they all happily came and 'hello miss lee' (which i was kinda glad they rmb)... until all hell broke lose in class. screaming at the top of ur voice is no longer useful. neither was asking them to stand (coz they wont).. =(
tt's pri 1b. i'll rmb them forever. i can recongise more than 10 of them alrdy. MONSTERS.
their actual form teacher, coincidentally my ex-classmate's mum (benedict's mum, mrs tan), is my new heroine. i really wonder why she taught lower pri for sooo long.

then again, all these powers come frm experience. i confirmed tt yest when i cudnt control the class and the teacher nxt dorr came in. all she had to do was SAY (and i really mean SAY in a normal voice) '1b, i wantt all of u all to sit down and keep quiet. i dont want to her any more noise frm u all'. and tt worked! -.-
for awhile... coz after 10 mins the noise level rose again.

oh, and did i mention the boys fought again?
and their borther-hood really showed. coz the fight occured becoz x pushed y and z saw and went to tell a. then a went to push x and b saw so b went to push a. then....
WHATEVER.
and did i mention somebody cried again?

oh.. and 1g was as much a terror. there's this lil ah lian. totally ah lian-ish. she walks with the sway and not to mention talks with the tone, even to me. -.-
except they play educational games and dont run arnd in class. thou they are noisy, they are not as bad as 1b.

and they complain abt everything under the sun!
'miss lee, he say i crazy'
'miss lee, he speak malay'
'miss lee, he push me'
'miss lee, she take my pencil then dun want return' 'miss lee, but she say she give me'
'miss lee, may i go toilet' x1000000
'miss lee, mayb i drink water' x100000

but i guess tt's part- comforting. coz if they tell the teachers EVERYTHING, then ppl wont have to worry abt child depressions and all, no?

and i'm wondering if i shud reject to relief 1b again.......

anyways! the exhausted miss lee still went to cityhall to meet khai enn, luxuan, javier and his gf. although very late...
so we went to kenny rogers for dinner... then went in search for things to do.. movie timings were too late... choc house at esplanade has a LOOOONG queue.... so we walked to clarke quay. had haigen daz fondue.. then cabbed back at abt 12.
come to think of it, we didnt do much. lol. why did we go home so late again?
still had lots of fun, been long since i met them. so yup, =)

more to look forward to!=D

2009-05-22T08:31:00.002+08:00

ok, dont ask me why i'm awake at this time... long story...

so anyways, long awaited job at xingnan came yest. half-wished it didnt come thou. really realised the meaning of HARD-EARNED money. hehx.
so let's see, tt day saw me screaming my head off. scolding the standing class while the PRINCIPAL WALKED PASS., 2 girls crying for god noes why, 4 boys fighting for god noes why, 3 ended up in tears and pain, then they laughed and got back to fighting and shouting at each other till the end of the day.

anyway, i think all these power comes with experience. the ppl at the GO hav magic powers. i brought a boy, tt was crying and refuses to tell me where he was hit and who hit him, there. the moment he step in, his sobs became sniffs. WTH can. so pai seh, make me look like a noob (which i prob am). then the staff there ask him twice and he answered, i asked him a million times lor! anyway, there, he was told he's a super hero and tt super heroes dont cry.... and then he was told to tell me everything so i can report to his form teacher (which i didnt).. then i told him boys shud be forgiving, when ppl say sorry, u must accept and then u're frens again!
(like who, passed the age of 10, would buy tt story?)
ANYWAYS, he refused to go back to his seat (dont ask me why) so i let him sit in front of the class, nxt to me, except i wasnt at my seat most of the time. and then he didnt complete his work.

and not to mention the billion qns i got while they did their math ws. i was surrounded by them lor! (cant blame me for not being able to see what's happening at the back of the class =P)
is it so hard to understand tt 4+4+4+4+4+4 can be written as 4x6? or tt to show 3x8 u have to draw 3 boxes of 8 balls? or tt 2fives=2x5?
(but why on earth are they made to memorise the multiplication table in pri 1?!)
or tt when an apple and 2 units weigh the same as 5 units, the apple weighs 3 units?
and tt was a god damn REVISION ws!

i wonder how my beloved pri sch teachers survived the 12 yrs and counting. OMG

2009-05-18T12:00:00.001+08:00

HELLO PPL!

a fren of mine started a blog shop.
pls do go hav a look, and of coz, buy sumthing! xD

ledressupstudio.blogspot.com

2009-05-17T14:00:00.002+08:00

ok, updates!

fri (15/5)
had lunch with Ana, coz it's her bdae. delifrance lunch and then anderson ice-cream. LOL. my outings are all full of foooooddddd. =D
then came home and received a call frm jas & shirlyn asking me to meet them and Ms Lim after their movie at jp starbucks.
so i left hse at arnd 9.30pm to meet them. hehx. met and chatted abt everything and anything till near 12. bus-ed home.
so nice to see them again, esp mama, coz i havent seen her since results day. =)

sat (16/5)
cbc tea party early in the morn. met jas and headed down. food. then had intro/ brain-washing lectures by lecturers for like an hr or so. then more food. and tours arnd the building. then we left. haha. dont ask me what i gained, i gained nth. i juz sort of more convinced i'd take up cbc, nt like i wasnt in the 1st place la.
then headed to Kovan with jas. dont ask me why kovan. LOL. her GB/BB/church (i.e chirstian) camp was having games trial. since i wud be going out with her again for dinner, i might as well tagged along. helped abit, laughed a lot and had fun. haha. but no games can compare to jj's wet-ness and gross-ness, not to mention the fun. =D
left smelling like bananas.... changed and headed to heeren to meet huili and aaron. was a belated celebration for huili's bdae.. but james, baoxian and khian chong cudnt make it. so 4 of us ate at Waraku to a total bill of $91.75 LOL. i think it's a lot lor. haha. BUT, we had cash vouchers... so including huili's share split among me and jas, i only had to pay like $20. =D worth the meal, no? hahaha.
then wee kheng came, and we bus-ed to sg flyer. ate ice-cream (huili paid for some, and aaron kinda paid for some) THANKS. =) green apple sorbet frm Gelato. =)
then walked to makansutra for sugar-cane juice.
and mrt-ed home. all super tired, except the super happy and high huili. haha.
glad u had a nice day ahyi! =)
happy belated bdae!!

oh, and i got my pdl, not to mention i almost failed the eye-test.... but the point is, i'm gonna start practical lessons soon! =)
more meetings coming up!! =D

2009-05-15T19:35:00.003+08:00

shopping spree! haha. these 2 days, i bought:
2 jeans, 1 shorts and a jacket! haha!
not to mention the levi's belt i got free with the jeans...

and other stuff my bro bought. LOL

so much for economy downturn. hehx.

and taiwan trip is up for talks again... hopefully we get to go, althou i doubt. hehx.
many many things in upcoming wk ends! =) <3

and i hate it when Xingnan only calls when i'm not free!
GRR..

2009-05-11T13:03:00.003+08:00

am back frm batam!!
was back yest actually. haha

was pretty fun there..
1st day was with tour. so we went to temples, shops and bridges. lol. nth much to say.
then went to hotel at abt 8, after dinner. love the hotel! its the nicest place in batam. LOL.

pacific palace hotel (batam):

didnt take pictures of the exterior. but it looks like a cruise. haha. so cool rite?

ok, so highlights were on the 2nd day, free and easy.
hired a van to chauffeur all 13 of us arnd.
1st stop: water sports!
did para-sailing, jet-ski and banana boat for $50.
almost died capsizing frm the banana boat.
we did it thrice. last time, i landed on my chest. had momentary shortness of breath and chest pains. everybody fell the hardest the last time. haha. tt's why it's the last time.
i still thought banana boat was the most fun.. until i couldnt slp last night when images of tt instant keep flashing pass. HAHA. i think i'll nvr get on a banana boat again. =P
para-sailing was pretty much nth la. haha. juz brings u high up into the sky... to see nth. coz there no scenery. xD
jet-ski was pretty fun.. the feeling of freedom etc. bouncing off waves. xD

then bathed and headed to go-kart place. didnt do go-kart thou the other cousins did. pretty old karts and no seat belts. EEK. haha

then headed to near-by Harris resort. tt place is damn nice! the adults were thinking of staying there the nxt time we go. (yes, they alrdy plan on going another time!) haha. and the resort is near to the water sports place. so, yup, good spot.
oh. and the other cousins did flying fox in the resort too. $5 for one go. -.- LOL. i cud hav done in in jj for free. =D so i didnt go, plus i dont like it too. haha!

haha. then after tt headed to mega-mall (their largest mall, looks pretty much like bukit timah plaza....) LOL. ate there and bought some stuffs then headed to ferry terminal and HOME SWEET HOME. =)
oh, did i mention J.Co donuts there are like 60% of the price here? haha. 1/2 dozen for 30k. tt makes abt $4.50. aunts bought a dozen altgt. haha!
(initially i culdnt get used to the pricing system, coz arnd the island we pretty much paid in sing. so when it was written "1/2 dozen 30.0" i told my aunt, "6 for $30." HAHA!
they didnt even bother to put Rp there la!
some even put "Rp 30"
-.- tt's like $0.000000000 LOL)
elder bro bought reebok dry fit tees for like $16 each. would hav cost near $40 in SG.
OH! and of coz, we bought polo tees. haha!

transactions there sans malls were done in sing dollars or rupiahs.
malls pretty much dont take sing dollars. we got ripped off at the A&W outlet. we were short of rupiahs, so we wanted to pay in sing dollars. the company doesnt accpet sing, so one of the workers offered to change it for us at 1:5000 rate. -.- we exchange 1:7070 at the ferry terminal lor. but no choice.. we had to give it to him.
then when my younger bro went to order a burger, he got him to pay $4. when the burger was 16000 rupiah. tt makes abt $2++. CHEATER. again, when u have to pay, u have to pay.
ADVICE: ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS exchange more than u might need. although most places take sing dollars.

Batam in a few words:
good experience. millionaire. counting of Zeros. conversion of $$. water-sports. cheap. =)

photos will be on facebook when my cousin uploads them! =)

2009-05-08T10:49:00.000+08:00

so... i dunno what i wanna blog abtt

anyways. will be heading off to batam tml! hope we all hav lots of fun there!
oh, and happy mothers' day to all mums! haha!

2009-05-05T13:09:00.002+08:00

so... the weather was fine for bbq on fri.
relatives arrived safely and went back safely, not to mention with a lot of buys. haha. i always wonder why they like to shop in sg. -.- even 19.90 polo tee is expensive for them....
was with them at one shop for near 2 hrs spending 200 each. =O
i wish i had tt kind of money... haha!

anyways. admission letters arrived!
ntu chem and biochem, Phramacy @ UQ, Brisbane and UniSA, Adelaide...
i'd most prob be staying la.... =)

err.. nth much i guess...
oh, hope the swine flu doesnt get worst so we can head off the batam and back qurantine-less this wkend. =)
watersports!!!! hehe

situation arnd is getty really edgy. libraries, gyms, pools.... etc needs u to take temp and register to keep track... precautionary measure... but so much hassle.

hopefully everything dies down soon.

2009-04-29T11:19:00.003+08:00

pretty much nth's been going well.
no admission letters.
weather's been on and off, it's scaring me.
hopefully the weather will be nice this fri for the bbq!!
and may my relatives frm m'sia hav a safe drive here!

ok.
so the swine flu is kicking up, it sounds scarier than SARS. or mayb we hav all outgrown the part where we are glad tt sch's off. well, matter of time we'd all get quaratined, no?
swine flu expected to hit taiwan. plus hotels fully booked at the planned time (such irony). so we're counting on the swine flu to clear up june/july so we can go.
isnt it scary how many major events hav been poping up in recent yrs? negative ones, in fact.
terrorism, epidemics, natural disasters.....
maybe 2012 will really be the time....

ahhh.. i was still saying all this is so negative. brings so much negative thoughts to ppl. and for all u noe, ppl start giving up on life. 'we'll die in 3 yrs time anyway.' haahaa!
let's juz believe tt mayb, juz mayb, all these wont come true. =)

positive thinking ppl! haha!

ok.. i forgot what i wanted to type before all these thoughts came.....
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and i cant rmb. ><

anyways, all the best to yangping for talentime auditions! i'm looking forward to the finals!! =)

2009-04-28T11:35:00.001+08:00

WHERE ARE MY ADMISSION LETTERS?=/
still waiting..

anways, taiwan trip is more or less cfm. but mum's only willing to pay for my air tix! i shall get dad to sponsor my hotel fare..... and whoelse whoelse? haha! desperate. but i guess it'll feel good to spend your OWN money on something like this eh?
but tt juz means my lugguage will come back less filled. haha!

back to boys before flowers! my ji hoo sunbae! xD

2009-04-26T13:29:00.003+08:00

upcoming:
m'sia aunts visiting
extended family ecp bbq cum camping
batam wkend trip
(pending) taiwan trip with a diff grp of girls

past/current:
reliefing work is not a relief. only comfort comes frm the kah-ching. LOL
became Mrs Lee for a day -.-
screamed my head off to no avail.

no local uni letters.
offer frm uniSA, bsc pharm.
to adelaide or not to?
tt will depend on the outcome of local uni application.

boys before flowers.
ToGetHer

haha. blogging has become a brief affair. VERY brief. =P

2009-04-22T10:38:00.001+08:00

the gov should hav a law to stop ppl frm starting renovation works before 10am!! =(

still no letter.
still waiting.
sucks.

2009-04-19T17:27:00.000+08:00

went to ct carnival yest. then to princep street minds cafe.
sakura for dinner.

got faint(thank god) off-shoulder tan lines.
sakura sucks.

2009-04-12T13:58:00.002+08:00

ok, long wkend. but time flies....

thurs went to kbox with jas and shirlyn. a very very last min decision. haha!
sang till only 10 then headed to westmall to watch knowing. the show's not bad la. but shows like these are very negative. haha! but it keeps u glued to the screen. not bad. =)
shirlyn and jas was so irritating! jas keeps jumping at sudden sounds (and the show's not even scary) and scaring me. shirlyn is so close to burying her face into my shoulder close to the end of the movie.. and the movie is not even scary! LOL. i swear i'd nvr watch horror movies with them. not tt i'll watch in the 1st place la. xP

after the movie ended like 1+, we walked to shirlyn's hse at gombak. haha. when u hav company, long walks dont seem long. but we went back perspiring. haha. headed back and played guitar hero. wasnt planning to sleep. but her parents say we were too noisy, so we had to stop playing. and then we laid on the bed chatting,...... and fell aslp. haha!
woke up kinda late. shirlyn had to go out. so me and jas went for prata on shirlyn =)
then headed home.

guess what? i didnt sleep when i got home leh. i watched MIT. haha!
i like the show! =)

so anyways.... i rotted the whole of fri in front of the tv.. went out to aunt's hse for dinner.. then headed home again to finish my show. haha! <3

then sat met para, weixian and denise for lunch at marina sq. =) been long since i last saw them.. weixian's gonna enlist into ns... so take care!!

oh, and James, Samuel, Luxuan... and whoever tt's gonna enlist soon. take care!! =)

2009-04-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

juz came back frm interview.
it's freaking screwed.
whoever said they wont ask academic realted qns are lying.
coz he freaking gave me chem qns tt i cudnt ans.

screwed up big time.

say bye bye to CBC

2009-03-29T14:22:00.003+08:00

ok. i am here to blog again! lol
i misplaced my usb connector, and am lazy to go search for it. so no photo heavy posts. xP

ok,
13/3 fri,
met up with min hang, chloe and denise. they made me wait at the lao-di-fang and scared me frm behind. with a bdae cake! =) <3
sand bdae song and then headed to jack's place for dinner. denise left after having a slice of the cake.
and chloe took a long while to eat. haha!
thx dears for the day! making an early effort coz denise will be overseas on the actual day. =D

19/3 thurs,
zi char dinner at central with peixin, isa, yp and siew kwong. lol. celebrate my bdae. was isa's treat. thx! <3 after tt headed to pioneer mall macs to help px with her project. px's treat to macflurry and fries. =D
thx for the presents and all! =)

21/3 sat, shirlyn's bdae.
met shirlyn and jasmine at jp. watched hotel for dogs.
then met up with jeremy and desmy and headed to marina sq. met max on the way there and xw joined us later.
dinner-ed at kenny rogers. (photos on fb)
sand bdae song and cut cake for shirlyn.
then hanged out arnd esplanade area, starbucks-ed near merlion and went home.
hope u enjoyed the day as much as we all did! =)

22/3 sun.
met darren for lunch. his treat. whaha.
came to scare me at my estate. then bus-ed to Haato at pandan valley.
taxi-ed to west coast's dog run.
then i went to cck to meet my parents.
went over to eldest aunt's hse for dinner, DURIANs.
and they cut cake and sang bdae song for me =) the last time i celebrated my bdae with my extended family was like before pri sch? hahax.
and not to mention video conferencing with shannon, joyce and daniel all the way in aussie. =)
so this bdae was pretty much memorable and special. =)

23/3 mon
had to work, so met jas and shirlyn after work at ri ben chun for dinner.
they bought cake, so sang song and cut cake. =)
then ate dinner. their treat. not forgeting desmy's share and huili's! =)
thx loads!

(sorry for the super brief posts. it's been awhile back, so i dont hav detailed memories of them. haha! but wonderful memories nonetheless. =))

thanks for:
Presents:
denise, minhang, chloe- box of chocs, cookie and diary, and cake
isabella- choc lolli
yangping- 2boxes of expensive looking chocs
siew kwong- box of choc.
cheryl(couz)- rittersports bars =)
ana- tee-shirt
mum- wallet, cake, durians and angbao
nicholas- triangle earrings. =D
max, jeremy- limited edition mickey mouse bracelet =)
isabella, px, yangping- hadmade sotong card
jasmine, shirlyn- icing room's cake decorated by them! <3
sharonq, james, baoxian- perlini's key pendant and bear ornament frm precious tots. (specially delivered to my house =))

treats:
isabella- zi char
peixin- mac flurry and fries. =D
darren- pizza and ice-cream
eldest aunt- home cooked food. =)
shirlyn, jasmine, huili, desmy- ri ben chun

smses:
yangping
jasmine
shirlyn
isabella
peixin
rafi
khaienn
luxuan
darren
minhang
wai chuen
baoxian
sebastian
candace
huili
james
rongguo
daddy
jeremy
xiaowei
kristin
(thx for trying to keep awake to wish me on the dot. and to xw for trying to keep awake till 11.59 to be the last one to greet me coz she cudnt be the 1st. <3)

fb wall:
para
yahloon
nicliang
leonard
serene
shannon(couz)
wenfang
gwen (thou i was known as 'yanping's fren' lol!)
yongxin
mskim
dewi
yiyong

and greetings through video calls:
shannon
joyce
daniel

alllll ttthhheeee wwwwaaaayyyy ffffrrrrmmmm aaaauuuussssiiiieeee =D

hahax. a lot of surpirse greetings frm ppl i havent talked to in a long long while.
thanks loads to all of whom made an effort. =)

seesh, i'm lazy to blog abt other stuff liao. haahah!
went out a few times with yp and isa the past few days...
bla bla. xD

2009-03-18T19:01:00.002+08:00

hello
ok, sat and sun was spent at openhses and dinner with the family.
and DURIAN!
lol. nvr fail to overeat during durian season. xP

oh. there was this huge rainstorm on sun. i heard it uprooted some trees somewhere. lol. kinda rare. the weather's been changing alot. like today was freaking warm.
global warming?
maybe.

oh, tt reminds me. i failed my FTT.
shitness.
Michele is so dumb, she passes her evaluation at one try but failed her freaking FTT
damn, now i hav to retake both evaluation and FTT.
say bye bye to another $8 bucks...
and hi to a long long wait.

oh, and my favourite, more gatherings!
xD
shall update nxt wk. await for special occasions photo heavy posts. =)

extended appointment at ISS showed me the nicer side.
my boss gave me 3 movie passes! omg, i wanna go on a movie marathon after the apppointment ends. whahaa
and the company gave out free food. like out of the blue they juz told us to go to the MPH and grab some fruits, bread and pies. specially for us. weirdness...

and i've finished applications for uni.
pray hard i get into what i want.
pray harder! coz it didnt work the time i got my results.
lol.

bye! =P

2009-03-08T16:20:00.002+08:00

my wk was filled with ups and downs.
mostly downs.

but there must be downs in life so that the ups are worth looking forward to. no?

results day was on 6/3.
i didnt do really badly. but not well as well.
congrats to those who did well. =)
and to those who didnt do as well... there's always a route out.

spending my free time stoning and thinking abt where to head to frm here. lost and insecure. but thanks to those family and frens tt stood by!
another chapter closed, another chapter opened. =)

sat went to IDP openhse at orchard hotel.
applied for 2 australian uni courses. i dun even noe if i'm hoping they'd accept me.
but it's worth a try, worth a back-up.
jas and shirlyn went too. half hope they get accepted. coz if they do, they'd be in aust! =/
but of coz, we all wish we all can acheive our dreams. all the best in the application and in ur studies!

then went to chevrons for karaoke.. lol. late into the night.
with yp, Ian, Isabella and Darren. 2 of yp's seniors were with us for awhile too.
all these ppl are full of fire and joy man.
and they are all really great company. =)
was home at arnd 3+.
and slpt till 12+ today. hahax. not my longest record.

anyways,
hope everyone can get successful application into the courses they want.

oh, and sorry for making any of u worry. i'm fine now!
good or bad, one has to move on.

jia you jia you!

2009-02-27T20:34:00.004+08:00

talking to Shirlyn online reminded me of a conversation i had on the dinner table with my mum and aunts.

we were talking abt a somebody rejecting a suitor coz of sumthing.
then all of a sudden mum turned to me and said "u also arhx, go uni find a bf hor. dont set ur criteria too high. ok jiu hao"
Me: -.-
aunt: " want find jiu find a doctor or a lawyer. dont find those work for other ppl de. no good. ur standard can go for those."
Me: wide eyes. LOL.
i almost choked on my durian pudding.

joke la.
one thinks i have no suitors.
i over heard her asking my m'sia couz "ni shuo you mei you ren zui arhx?" (loosely translated: got ppl chase not). coz my couz asked her if i hav a bf.
JOKE la. like scared i'd be left on the shelf lor.
I. AM. FREAKING. NINETEEN (not even). NOT. NINETY. -.-

the other one thinks i hav got tiao jian to go for lawyers and doctors. excuse me? look at me up down left right. which part look like rich ppl will like me? lol.

i think sometimes adults assume too much and dont talk sense at all.

darren la! call me lao chu nv too much. now the whole world thinks i cant find a bf. OMG.
ROFL.

it's awhile back. but i still feel like laughing everytime i was reminded of it.
it's so out of the world man.

2009-02-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

nvr drink shandy when u r having cough and flu.

i dunno why i chose to.

it's killing me!

my lungs are so gonna come out of my throat.

ok, eww...

2009-02-27T19:18:00.004+08:00

my boss juz said "u're a super human" juz now. -.-
i do things really fast, according to her.
she told me to sharpen a bag full of pencils in btw scanning things. and i did it in half an hr time. didnt seem fast to me. mayb her world moves slowly. xD and she's really blur.

anyways. here comes my beloved WEEKEND! =)
i so wanna go watch movie. but i dun wanna ask ppl out for tt on wkends. not worth it. so many nice movies coming out or came out!

blahx.

went to visit Peng Tiong on monday. poor guy was on a wheelchair la. bought sushi for him. and we chatted, watch tv and ate till 10. went with jas and shirlyn btw. he juz took off stitches tt day. so yup, guess he's pretty much ok. it juz takes time to heal. TAKE CARE! =)

met Min Hang and Chloe on wed. kinda impromtu decision. was supposed to meet khai enn too, first, actually. but there was some miscommunication. will get to see her coming tues thou. =)
oh, 3 of us went to bugis. got shoes. =) and chloe got a skirt too. and she's freaking happy. hahax. OH, and a top. she bought like a whole set of clothes. hahax. went to eat at pastamania. then min hang left to meet her mum. walked arnd with chloe at bugis junction.
we met 2 wks in a row. when's the nxt? =)

Bio OUAP girls gathering was postponed.. so tt's pretty much all abt my wk.

am so looking forward to Sunday. =)
and Dim Sum tml. =)

i wanna prove ppl who say i made a wrong choice wrong.... i wanna live up to my parents' expectations... i wanna live up to my teachers' expectations (present and ex)... i wanna do what i think i'll enjoy doing...
i hope it's not too late... i hope it's what i hope.

2009-02-22T12:21:00.002+08:00

like i always say, my wkdays are a bore and my wkends are endless fun! =D
i gave up going to lunch and resorted to bringing food there. hahax.

last sat, 14/2. went out with Yp and Isa to kbox at night. stayed out the whole night arnd cityhall. dinner was at nyny. then kbox ended at 12.30 or sumthing. then headed to play pool. i shot 5 balls in! =D Hey! it's an achievement ok. lol. then we walked to the esplanade side. and rotted in one of the bus stops. lol. ventured to bugis on foot to macs breakfast. by then we were all tired... so hurried to catch the 1st train. train station was packed with ppl waiting for the train, all sitted on the floor. hahax. it was a cute scene. =P we, tired and all, did the same. lol! we couldnt get into the 1st train coz it was filled to the brim. waited a few mins more for the nxt train, and seats were aplenty. -.- hahax. so we nodded off till we reach home.

this wed was final theory practice after work.
thurs was final theory evaluation. passed. =)

fri was meeting up with Denise, Min Hang and Chloe! =D and it was the unluckiest day of my life. lol. my hp's batt went dead early in the morn. thank God for internet sms chats, so i managed to set a time and place to meet with them. and i managed to find them =) and then my mp3's batt went dead too, and i hav no entertainment on transport home!
so anyways, we went to indulgenz at bugis for dinner. nice place, nice ambience and cosy. ate and chatted. took pictures. broke one of their glasses.>< hahax.
we didnt have to pay, but felt guilty and gave them a tiny tip of $1.50. xD tt's all poor students can afford. hahax!
then walked arnd bugis trying to look for a cafe tt has oreo cheese cake and opens till late. plus has tables. we didnt manage to find any, so we went home. with the plan to meet once a mth. hahax. wonder if tt'll work. *cross fingers*
pics will be up when i get them.
the unluckiest day of my life was ironically the day i enjoyed myself. loved the fact that we're still as close as ever, and can talk abt anything under the sun. <3
laughed loads, shared loads and enjoyed loads.

sat met up with yp in the morn to get kbox card frm him and for breakfast. he freaking dragged me to the new MRT stops for their open hse. walked to pioneer and MRT-ed to Joo Koon. i bet tt place would be packed in the morning with industrial workers. Got goodies bags. wanted to drag me to play games, but i resisted. he literally dragged me at one point lor. ass. lol. nvr been to such an open hse b4. i was complaining the whole while and pointing out tt the ppl there were either very young or very old. hahax. 'experience of my life' *whatever*. xP

then was late to meet jas and shirlyn at bb. headed to Dewi's house. handed her her present. (Happy 21st! =)) couldnt attend her bbq party, so dropped by to say 'hi' and to pass her her present. hope she liked it.
then we headed to cityhall for kbox. xD we got the huge room tt has a projector screen. (bet yp and isa will come screaming). hahax. it's good for parties lor. so HUGE. hahax. 3 of us kinda too lil for the room. but we had fun nonetheless. =)
then headed to meet up with Desmy and Miss Lim and went to Sukodo (jap marche) for dinner. Jeremy and Wei Qiang came to join us in awhile. =) havent seen Wei Qiang for a long time. we all were kinda surprise he came. hahax. and surprise what NS brought up in him. xD
i suddenly find NS men v poor thing lor. the life in there is not bad la, but i think they kinda feel lonely and restricted. all of a sudden they make frequent calls home, have the strong urge to wanna head home. i think it's true tt guys tt come out of NS change. If for the better, it's forever. =)
lol. so anyway, we cut the cake before dinner coz miss lim had to leave. she's so nice right? came specially to cut cake with Jas. =) and she bought the cake, so thx Mama. =)
after dinner walked arnd and headed to starbucks to chill a lil. waited for xw, but her ass of a manger made her do OT. then she cudnt come meet us.
so the 6 of us left for holland v. wanted to find a bar coz desmy wanted to drink. but saturdays.... u know. packed. hahax. so we sat at the coffeeshop, armed with fruit juices and chatted more.
left to catch the last bus near 12.
as usual, i always enjoy such long time no see gatherings. hehe. really really love the fact tt nth between us changed although all of us had some changes or another individually.

arent relationships amazing things? or amazing million lil things?

So,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEWI~! (20.2)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE~! (21.2)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEIXIAN~!(23.2)

oh, and more gatherings coming up! <3

2009-02-14T15:02:00.003+08:00

ok, so nth during work is interesting, still. xcept weird names. the fact tt ppl from jj, rj, polys, with As, Ds or Es all end up taking the same post grad course.
ppl say life is a crossroad, i say it's a web. somehow or another the choice u make might lead u back to the same ending of the other choice, even if it takes a longer time. no?

so anyways, wed had a surprise gathering for bao xian. was her birthday. so me and sharon met after work and sch, got her an ice-cream cake and sat waiting at pizzahut. James daddy came with her and ta-dah. she was shocked. lol. she didnt expect us the be there. =) then ate, got staff to play birthday song and cut and ate the ice-cream cake. i tell u, i think none of us will ask for ice-cream birthday cakes anymore. lol. 4 of us had to share a 600g ice-cream cake after a filling dinner. OMG. i tell u, we almost puked. hahax.
was an enjoyable day, am glad baoxian mummy benjoyed her day. =) <3

fri, which was yest, work was half day. had company lunch at peach garden. stupid seb told me was some high class place with a lot of guest. -.- in the end wear until so nice, some of them turned up in jeans! anyways, it was quite nice la. my table was fun. and we won in some game. so i hav a gv movie pass! =) hehex. movie anybody?
the lunch was weird thou. hahax. high class dinning = minimal food. we had yusheng 1st (it's weird to do that after cny, lol.), then we had peking duck (they didnt even serve the duck meat later lor!), then shark cartilage soup, (omg, i tell u, not nice! nvr drank tt b4 la. some adult at the table also say they were nvr served this at dinners lor.), then 2 pathetic prawns, 1 piece of tofu on veg, 1 slice of fish, noodles and dessert. lol.
but surprisingly, it's filling lor. hahax. i think it's the tea in between akward quiet moments. xD

then we played table games, where the movie ticket comes from. then lucky draw, which temp staffs arent involve. hahax.
am glad they invited us there thou. such nice ppl =)

then headed to clementi to meet up with denise, min hang and chloe. =) been long since i last met them. so nice to see them and chat like before again. <3
the good company compensates for the long waiting time! they were ALL late lor. hahax.
anyways, alumni bbq was quite successful. turn out was great. lots of familiar faces and all =) nice to see all this ppl again and noe that they are doing well.
we didnt really eat, so headed to long john after tt for late dinner. planned to meet again someday! =)
(sorry that i the planned date was ruined by my forgetfulness. 19th is my FTE! omg. i actually forgot and ask to meet u all tt day. i promise i'll come out with a perfect date, k? =))

oh, did i mention i saw Bennie there too. that girl! it's been eons since i last met her!! and she didnt change much. going back to nz on wed also. glad i went for the alumni bbq and met her there. =)

and of coz, chatted a lil with HuiYi, sharon and weixian. so sorry i asked u all there but u all had to find ur own company. we'll meet up again soon ok?

and ya, the familiar ppl here and there.
it's nice tt every corner u turn, u see a familiar face, say hi and flash a big big smile. =D

April's homecoming day and carnival! hope we'll all meet there again!

i think it's true that when u age, u laern to appreciate more.....

2009-02-08T11:37:00.002+08:00

my wk days are pretty mundane.... so there's nth much to blog abt. hate bus rides home. all of a sudden, s'pore feels so big. i actually take 2 hrs to get home. and all i feel like doing when i get home is to eat dinner and rot in front of the tv.

thank God i work 5 day wks. Fridays are good for meeting ups. managed to meet 2 grps of ppl last fri. met up with yp,px and isa at jp for dinner and then ice-cream. all the laughter, i guess it nvr felt different. =)
dropped by to talk to Angela at her work place. it's been loooonnnnggggg since i last saw her. but she's doing well. =)
and saw huili at one of the toilets. of all places. hahax. didnt chat, hope she's doing well too.

then headed to lot 1 to meet jas, shirlyn, abbie, jeremy and max. OMG. i dunno what NS did to them. hahax! like max freaking slimmed down. and they all are darker too. not to mention the botak head makes them all look rounder. hehe. went to max's hse for a movie. boring Dont mess with the Zohan. super lame show. but it was the company tt mattered.
hope to see them soon. and pls, those going to NS or are in there. TAKE CARE!
Peng Tiong fractured his ankle and broke 2 bones doin some low ramp shit, tt apparently is not low. it's freaking 2 m high. so much for the name.
so anyways, didnt hav the time to go visit him. sent him an sms thou.
pls pls, dont any of u get injured again.

oh, and after the movie at max's hse. me and jas went to shirlyn's hse to stay over. played guitar hero. lol. i think it's addictive lorx. slpt at like 3 am.

was suppose to go to Joline's hse for a gathering. but i had to send Shannon off at the airport to aussie. yet another one off in search of a better future. wish u well in ur studies & come back during the holidays!!!!!

hope i still hav a chance to meet Joline one of these days....
i like keeping in touch with old frenz.=)

will prob be meeting denise, chloe and min hang coming fri at the alumni bbq. havent seen them in a long long while....

2009-02-01T17:56:00.003+08:00

had this conversation with shirlyn. was kinda a serious topic, but i came up with a logical but lame analogy. so here goes:

{ǝןǝɥɔıɯ} says:
it's like if she's driving, and u see an obstacle. u can only tell her of its existance. forcefully steering her away will only lead to another accident. prob a more serious one.
--shirlyn' says:
buy a new car
--shirlyn' says:
or take the bus
{ǝןǝɥɔıɯ} says:
tt's nt the point la... the car's nt impt. the driver is.
--shirlyn' says:
the driver met with 2 accident alrdy
--shirlyn' says:
should just take the public transport
{ǝןǝɥɔıɯ} says:
if she knocks into the obstacle, it's an accident. if she doesnt, she might get into a worst one. so why nt let her make the decision?
{ǝןǝɥɔıɯ} says:
the car is hers, so's her life.
{ǝןǝɥɔıɯ} says:
plus, she might blame u for sterring her away into a worst accident.
{ǝןǝɥɔıɯ} says:
my point is, let her drive the way she wants to.
--shirlyn' says:
lol
--shirlyn' says:
i was just being lame la

all tt thought abt driving is getting into my head!!!

anyway, for the person in topic, u shud noe what we're refering to. i think it's up to u to decide. we can only be there to catch u if u fall. be there to alert u.
i.e. ur road signs and airbags. =)

2009-02-01T17:23:00.002+08:00

errr.... work in ISS was ok la. at least time passes like super fast. checking exam papers, photocopying, filing... i.e. jobs other ppl dont wanna do. lol. tt's what temp staffs are for, no?
i kinda do my work in thhe meeting room coz the place is nearer to my boss' office. mine is at the 4th floor. it's practically a place for me to lock my stuff. it's a pity lor. i think my dad's office also not so big. haha!

yest went for final theory lessons in the morn. i'm fated to wake up early in the morn. lol. after tt headed to uncle's hse for cny visiting cum farewell dinner for Shannon. yet another flying off to aussie. mahjong, dinner, bingo, cards.. tt's pretty much the whole day. we came hm at abt 2.

i'm starting to love sundays. my new fav day. lol. day for my long recovery sleeps. xD

few more days left of the lunar new yr! collect ur last ang baos of the yr, then ask me out for a meal ok? whahaa... =P

tml starts a new wk of crap...
but the money rolling in makes it better than rotting at hm...

iseriouslythinklovemakestheworldsmartestwomanthedumbest.ever.

2009-01-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

another last min stint in xnps today. proper lessons. p1 eng. p1 maths. p2 ss. suppose to have p2 pe, but another teacher swapped with me. so i had p1 MT. -.- i didnt teach much. made them do some eng work. then tried teaching 'comparing numbers'. -.- i was right abt thier work seeming peanuts to us but damn chim to them. i can nvr get them to understand that 2 is 5 fewer than 7. ironically, they can tell me confidently that 7 is 5 more than 2. -.-"
$65 is hard earned money!
so not going to spent the 130 on mayday concert tix man,Jasmine! hahax

tml start admin work. at least a fix job, hope it's not tough. heard its boring thou.......
wish me luck!!

oh, and i got 2 more drawings! shall post the pics when i have the time.

HAPPY CNY!

2009-01-21T12:13:00.003+08:00

a call frm xnps woke me up at 9+ in the morning yest. to be exact, it was a missed call and i called back. so i got a last min stint as a relief teacher for a day. pang seh-ed jas and shirlyn for the job.
was kinda a good experience. pri 2 kids. i get a lot of "Teacher, she bully me". "teacher.....", "Teacher...." lol. i wonder if we were like this when we were at that age.
one cried when he cudnt do the assignment given to him and apparently somebody else teased him abt it. another cried and said he wanted to go home. asked him if he was sick and he said no. refused to tell me why he wants to go home. found out later that he felt breathless, must be from the crying, and was sent home. another came back with his mum at the end of the day saying he left a drawing under his desk. i dunno why, but he cried. all guys. i have lesser problems with girls. lol. a bunch of them were really helpful. one kept asking me if i need help with this and that. Girl. of coz i have a few nice boys lah. overall was tiring. like i cudnt get them to keep quiet. but at least they completed all their assignments. =)
and i had to spell a lot of words for them. lol. "teacher, how to spell guitar?", "teacher, how to spell..."
work was from 12.30-5 with their recess break in between. and then 5-6.30 was my free period. i cudnt go home coz i have to clock the 6 hrs to get my pay. so i sat in the canteen reading storybook. lol! i didnt have access to the staff room. i cud have waited for a teacher to open it for me la... but might as well stay away frm all the small talk. haha!

some of the teachers there still recongises me and isabella. how cool's that?
i wudnt mind going back a few times. but if i have to do it everyday...... i dunno. isabella say we'd get used to it.

of coz there are aways a sweet bunch of them...

it says"happy chineise day to miss lee." =)
i think the spelling mistake and wrong word choice makes it cuter. =D

Miss lee shall never wear skirts to school again.

2009-01-19T09:42:00.002+08:00

another sleepless night, another long recovery sleep. this time, i came home at 1.30pm. slept at 2pm till 8 in the morn, TODAY. lol. so i was right abt sleeping till monday. hehx.
anyhows, Darren's chalet was pretty fun. went there on sat. had pizza for dinner there. met some ppl, talked to those ppl whom u noe existed in sch but might not get to noe them if not for this.
played indian poker with kai hui and her frens tgt with yp, isa, khai enn and gwen. punishment was to eat the hotdogs that dropped on the bed. lol. we had a good laugh when ernest came in and asked for hotdogs! i heard Darren ate them. whahaa.
then we got bored and went to E!hub near downtown to walk arnd with Salih and Badd. hahax., did u noe that downtown changed hell lots since the last time i went there? they had a whole new building and i didnt even see construction! ppl living in the west should go to the east more often. anyhow, bet ppl in the east dont noe that JP expanded! hehe. had ice-cream at gelare. it's like desserts before dinner. hehx. then headed back to chalet for dinner. joined them in their game of double whacko before they start eating.
ate like one slice of pizza for dinner? lol. and chatted outside the chalet with some newly met frens etc. gossips, and talked abt anything random. i am surprise how some total strangers can have everything in the sun to talk abt. hahax. but tt's the fun of meeting new frens. =) heard NS men have good food and good fun. so guys going into NS, dont worry! hahax. heard abt commando training frm JiCheng, not tt bad what. like u get jap food, spagetthi for meals and ice-cream once a week? like better than my life out here la. and u learn new things! dont come saying "then u enlist into NS la". i get that hell lot. xP
then some of them had to go and we took pictures. i think after that the rest of us rotted arnd. lol. then came 12pm. ppl who noe AMG well will noe better than to stay arnd. so the girls hid at the stairs, prepared to take flight while we sang birthday song for Darren. then the guys started giving him birthday bash. i think the rest of it is for me to noe and for u to find out la.
then i dunno how we end up playing indian poker. penalty this time was drinking water. then when jicheng gets penalty, it some how or another evolved into something gross. the last penalty ended up being bottled water mixed with crushed red pepper from the pizza meal. i kena once, but i only had to drink 2 gulps. actually wasnt that bad. with guys arnd, games can take to a whole new level.
then Khai Enn left. me, yp, gwen and kenny walked to changi vilage just to see... u know. WALKED ALL THE WAY. it's like another Aspire night hike la. we left at 2+ and came back at 6+. lol. but it somehow proved that girls can take walking better than guys. lol. we came back all exhausted. gwen and kenny just fell aslp on the stairs, coz the beds were occupied. i dunno why, i juz wasnt exhausted enugh to sleep on the stairs. i am amazed by my abilty to last thru the night. so watched them play soccer and basketball on PS2. then we went for breakfast at Macs. after awhile me and yp headed home.
i had abit of lunch then slept till this morning. hahax!

so i guess that's another day of fun.

time to get my ass off lazing arnd and pack my rm coz CNY is coming!!
will be going to m'sia on fri for CNY. havent seen my maternal granparents and relatives for awhile, kinda looking forward to the trip.
in case i wont come online till then. HAPPY CNY!! mayb u get lots and lots of ang baos, then come and treat me to a meal! hahax. jk.

=)

2009-01-16T23:13:00.004+08:00

it's been super super long. anything interesting that happened now no longer interesting for u to noe. lol.
went to sentosa on monday with desmy, jas and shirlyn. met xw, tgt with jas and shirlyn for dinner at causeway pt to celebrate xw's 19th bdae.

lastest that happened was the night hike during CTSS Aspire camp '09 14-15 jan. walked from habourfront to mt faber to nus and then back to clementi. along the way had games and all. i was one of the station masters. enjoyed laughing joking and playing with the bunch of alumnis and campers. hopefully they gained and learned things from this camp la. o lvl yr, so they gotta buck up. =)

it's nice to gather tgt to involve ourselves in these kind of activities once in a while. night hike was frm abt 11 to 5 in the morn. caught the 1st bus home from clementi before they break camp. reached hm arnd 7.30 and slpt till 4. >< hahax. shows how exhausted i was. hehe.

tml there's still darren's chalet to go to. if we stay, it'll be another sleepless night. i hope i dont fall sick....
hahax

gotta go slp soon. (AGAIN)

hee. take care, those i havent seen in awhile, and see ya real soon!!!!

2008-12-07T14:36:00.003+08:00

i was kinda bored, i went blog jumping in search for prom pictures of other JCs. hahax. and i concluded that either 1. ppl dont go to prom. 2. ppl dont have blogs. or 3. ppl dont blog about prom. lol.
i only managed to see some pics from NJ's prom. no idea where it's held thou.

bored and curious to find out about other sch's prom. esp those held at fullerton etc,
i resorted to google. xP

and found out that ACJC paid $96 for the shangri-la island ballroom and double-boiled chicken soup. while we paid $60 for the same place and "shark's fin". i started to love Mr Koh! hehx. and who said JJ's prom wasnt fun. i think we had the best prom one can get.

and SRJC's prom was at the place CTSS had prom during my yr- Legends@fortcanning hill.

and i realised most ppl put pictures on facebook. to hell with that. hahax!

and that half the links on mine, and everybody else's blogs are useless. LOL

and found nth else. heee.

anyways, will be off to bbq in about a few hrs time.
monday will go shopping with mum.
tues 07s08 chalet. hope it turns out well. ppl, do come!! hope everyone would suddenly feel like going, juz like how it happened with prom. it's kinda our last gathering. it'll be fun, no?
hmm..
then fri chalet with the cousins, and then the adults will pop by on sat till sun where we'd hav a birthday dinner for grandma. then i'd be off on cruise to penang. with only a day and half rest from chalets. -.-
and i freaking wonder how to go about all these with the few casual clothes i have.
AND i have to wash ALL of them when i get back from penang coz maid is off holidaying.
OMG. i shall like wear and re-wear. and re-wear. so that i dont have to wash a lot of clothes! xD
and of coz, thank the person who invented washing machines! xD

my com sucks. i cant read my e-mails. -.0
yang ping? FOC? hheheeee

totally broke.

i hope it's not what it is. optimal space essential in every kind of relationship. not too much, not too little.

2008-12-02T15:50:00.029+08:00

01.12.08 JJ Seniors' Prom Night 2008 @ Shangri-la Island Ballroom =)

back from prom night.
stayed over at shangri-la after prom. 10 of us hide up in the room. having to talk softly. most of us fell aslp. me and jas didnt slp a wink. the guys went off way early to catch the 1st train. they were all up chatting through the night. (rather morning, coz we were out till like 3+). went to lunar asian fusion bar after prom. monday is bad choice of night life. anyway, few of us could appreciate the 'liveliness' inside the pub. i didnt.
prom itself was pretty enjoyable. went arnd taking pictures. i look so diff, ppl who noe me for YEARS couldnt recognise me.(classic: my mom asked me "your fren wear same as you arhx?". -.- even she could recognise me. coz i look FAT=/). everybody was so different. =) i think the food left untouched after the 4th dish. lol. but i love the mango pudding. hahax. took pictures like crazy. but missed out a few ppl. it was so difficult to spot a familiar face la. we juz walked arnd and then take pictures with ppl we see along the way. even in the toilet! hahax. err.. shall just upload the pictures. ppl, save the images from here, i reckon it's hard to find me online. hahax.
i have 98 pictures, few of them really blur, half of them not mine. lol.
here goes:

out to clarke quay after prom

can't believe Jonathan and Rachel actually went for the -max thingy. i'd rather u kill me. lol

saw Kristin at one of the pubs!=) a beautiful coincidence.

then we settled down at Lunar Fusion Bar coz the rest were either closed, closing or packed.

and we stayed there for only abt half an hr. xD noisyyyyy like dunno what

oh, and i dint take pictures of the prom king and queen. but they are Wei Lun and Shatricia respectively. good choice. heehx.

with that marks a official end to our college life. and hopefully we'd keep in contact. =) take great care ppl. <3
i'll miss all of you. and guys going into NS, take really really good care of yourselves!!

2008-11-22T14:20:00.030+08:00

the BIG 'A's is over! like FINALLY.
wasnt good, if u ask. but what the hell, who cares? lol. it's like over. we shall worry when the time comes for us to face up to our results and make decisions. the girls are going overseas to study. =(
anyways. kbox-ed and movie-ed with the girls. neoprints and many laughters. a huge load off our backs. hahax. made plans for taiwan trip with the girls. so looking forward to it! =)

with that brings many many gatherings. brings back many fond memories.
and of coz, with that makes the end of the college chapter in Michele's life.
mixed feelings about the arrival of Prom. most of the guys in class would have to go in early for NS. =( hope will still get to keep in touch.

met up with 2d1 peeps yest. bbq @ westcoast. still the perky bunch. still joyful, still close. <3 some of the guys would be off to NS too. still same, but yet different. changes in people over the years. kinda fun to meet up and see how much everyone changed. Ke yan has opened up. Javier was more chatty also. and keng kang grew taller and cuter! =D

pictures are not in order, i moved them arnd and lazy to move them back. hehx. i hate technology and their chim chim stuff. Zzz

we kinda took a few very identical pictures. hehx.
oh, and i bumped into Yah Loon and Para on the way home. (even para's gonna go to NS!) and they happen to be heading to the coffeeshop near my house for supper. hahax. so i had company all the way home. =)

went to read Mr Low's blog. he's really leaving! to Rulang Primary as VP. congrats on that promotion. but i'd so miss him. i hope we dont lose ccontact, like with Mr Teng. =/ i kinda had the feeling that we take for granted that he'd be in xnps forever, ever so contactable and helpful. He say he'd help us get into xnps as relief teacher. i think i'd miss teasing him and joking with the whole bunch of peeps.. remeber he always say "ok lor, come back find miss ng only lor" in mock jealousy. hahax. guess we'd really only go back for miss ng now. Boo! dont be too bust with being VP to come back for a visit.
and ISABELLA! send me the photos we took with him.

These chapters will not close. But the characters, memories, lessons and experiences will be brought to the nxt chapters and so on till the very end where there writes "the end" and the book closes.

i so want a new mp4 and my sony cybershot T-series. i waited for that digi cam since their very 1st T-10 to the newest T-300. SOMEBODY... grant... my... pretty... wish? =/

2008-10-03T19:48:00.001+08:00

yet another wk passed...

nearer and nearer,

i cant wait for it to be over.
but i aint prepared for it to come either.

tsk tsk...

2008-09-21T12:36:00.002+08:00

hmm... been long since i last blogged. err.. i dont quite rmb wad i did la. hahax.
last sat was kushinbo with extended family. then to eldest uncle's hse for mooncake and tea. =) and of coz, some lantern carrying. hehx. got to noe 2 lil cute boys- justin and raynen. hahax. 3 overgrown kids playing with 3 kids. was fun thou. xD

i kinda went shopping with the gals on one of the wk days. err. marina sq, and suntec i guess. nth distinct thou.
the rest was juz sch and bla bla.

OH. i kinda survived the inorganic test, half dead. hahax. hate.inorganic.chem.
wadeva

oh, and i went back to xnps on 19/9. yep. chatted with the tchers and all. =)

aiya. too much things le, doesnt flow. hehx

yest went to eldest uncle hse for dinner. was kenneth's bdae. steamboat, ice wine (damn nice), barcadi coke, alcoholic green tea and mahjong! =)
been long since i played mahjong. and i lost a lot of $ =( lol. but money was dad's xD
<3 extended family gatherings. we were saying that it'll prob stop at our genration. families are no longer big. my dad had 5 siblings. i hav 2. tt'll be significantly smaller. half the crowd, half the fun. we were saying we could gather cousins. but u know, easier said than done. and we hav more girls then boys la. we'd all be gathering with our future husbands' family more than our own, wont we? =/
mayb if there's a will, there's a way.

so anyways, am here to catch up with lan qiu huo. hahax.

2008-09-04T15:13:00.002+08:00

i.feel.so.dumb.
i.hate.inorganic.chem.

boo.=(

2 hrs.and.nth.worked.

why.on.earth.do.we.need.to.noe.the.trend.of.the.elements.and.their.compounds.down.the.grp/across.the.period?
i.SO.dont.give.a.damn. =(

if organic food is good. inorganic chem must be the total opposite.

I HATE YOU. but i need to learn to love you. =/

~~maybe~~ i will!

2008-09-03T12:21:00.002+08:00

updates updates...

hmm... my bro his freaking iphone. lol. super not for gals, coz it's freaking hard to type. but the games are fun. xD but who buys phones for the games? so, no iphone and iphone wannabes for me. i still dunno wad's so special abt the phone. xcept it's frm apple, it's fully touch screen and the games are fun. lol!

so, other than tt... went out with Khai Enn and Isa on monday. yup. a belated 'celebration' for khai enn's bdae. watched wall.e and ate at kunshinbo. (yes, again) lol. i'm freaking broke now. anyone wants to treat me dinner? lol.

been to the library for a short short while this week. i so need to find time to start mugging! Jas and Shirlyn made study schedule. but i think tt kinda scares me and i'd rush thru the revision juz for the sake of finishing it on time. so i'd rather not. anyway i survived without study schedules for 18 yrs, didnt i? hahax. hopefully i hav the motivation to really get my ass off to study.

i was telling isa the other day tt i dont remember ever studying so hard and yet doing so badly. and i said tt before when i was doing my 'O's. and now more so when i'm doing my 'A's.
tsk tsk.

and we got back our chem prelim results. one word- dissapointed.
i didnt think i'd do very well, but i didt think i'd do so badly either.

today will be going out with Yp, Isa and peixin.
after today, and when mummy comes back from m'sia (and i dont hav to tend the shop) i can settle down and study. (hopefully).

oh, and i'm not done with lan qiu huo. hahax. i think xiao zhu cannot shake off the comedian image. when his character cried when the grandma died, i actually felt like laughing la. and on top of his comedian image, he is a joker in tt show too! i laughed a lot can. xD
and the show is damn cool. go watch go watch!

gtg. =)

2008-08-29T14:34:00.002+08:00

i freaking came online with the intention to blog. then went blog surfing and read a hell lot of post coz i havent been visiting blogs for a long long time. and now, my eyes hurts... and i kinda lost the mood to blog. ahaah! the 'flowers' are gonna kill me, they've been waiting and complaining abt the cob-web filled blog. hehx.
i even took a few secs longer to recall my password. -.-
wadeva.

so, the prelims are OFFICIALLY OVVVVEEERRRR! =) rejoice, for awhile.

Wednesday(27/8)
hmm. last paper was chem p1 on wed. a shitty paper.. i think chem exams suck. like i havent been doing well since the start of the year. and i freaking cudnt finish a few papers la.. all freaking chem papers. -.-

so anyway, our 'celebrations' were at a few places.
1st stop: Ikea @ alexandra.
the intention was to have brunch there. after a lot of meatballs and chicken wings, we walked arnd ikea. don't ask me wad's there to see. lol. but i reckon ikea's a good source of renovation ideas. ikea-furnished home are damn glam.. but the girls advised against buying ikea furniture. WHY? for me to noe and for u to find out. hehx.
bought some stuff for tchers' day gift. the idea juz popped out. lol.
bought food at the swedish market. biscuits and chocs. xD
my mum freaked out lorx. 'falling sick still buy so many heaty stuff' lol. xP
Michele can nvr resist choc temptation althou her fridge is spilling with choc. xD i reckon i shud invite frens over to share the chocs.. clear stock.. xD so if i ever go to switzerland, i cud bring back truckloads of swiss thins!. x)
hehx. *pop* stop dreaming.

2nd stop: Panasonic building @ alexandra.
lol. we didnt go there for fun, if u were wondering. we accompanied ppt there to get his digi cam. and we freaking had to walk under the rain. and i looked damn kuku in the JJ windbreaker with the hood on. lol. i had to, coz i was having a bout of flu. and i didnt wanna die. hehx.

3rd stop: The Central @ Clarke Quay
i tell u, tt place is filled with good food, with a price to pay. hehx. was looking around for some jap bakery thingy coz Desmy wanna try their bread, but we cudnt find it. so we settled for tea-break at some dunno wad place for milk tea. hehx. and i saw cute tiny donuts. having a fetish for tiny cute stuff, i went to bought ~~some.~~ it's like 12 pcs. hehx. but they were heavenly, and we ended up buying more to bring home. xP
and we kinda walked arnd. and ended up buying sweets from a jap sweet store. freaking tempting, but Michele bought enough of food and kept her hands to herself. hahx. Jas and Desmy bought some thou. =)

4th stop: Town
eerrr.. i think we went to Art Friends @ taka 1st. yeah.. get some artsy fartsy materials for tchers' day gifts..
then we headed to cineleisure to find other gifts. bla bla.
i think we juz kinda shopped arnd and ended up buying nth. hehx.
erm.. then headed to wisma. desmy shopped at f21. kinda wanted to buy a dress but she's too skinny! xD the dress cud drop if she jumped. hehx. and they didnt have S size.. xP
then.. erm.. my memory is so failing me.. i think we went to eat. blahx.

and tt's it. hahax! our legs were aching like nth at the end of the day. we kinda walked from 10am to 9pm. -.- i wudnt even walk tt much on usual trips to town la. but time passed really fast.
good company, good food, good laugh(they laughed at me half the trip, let's not mention it ehx. xP). =)

thursday(28/8)
woke up kinda late... the flu and all. and my younger brother woke me up in the middle of the night la! freaking lame. he suddenly tap me.. then i turn arnd only to see him fast aslp. -.- i think he kinda got my dad's sleep-walking genes. hehx.
anyways, headed to Jas hse to make tchers' day gift. we spent the whole day sewing and cutting and drawing. hehx. we were saying that we found an alternative if we fail our As- go do handicrafts! xD -.-
erm.. sew pillow for Ms Lim. made cards for Mr Leow and Ms Loh. hahax. erm.. i lazy to post pictures. hahax!
Ms Lim loved the pillow.. she'd better, i poked my finger like twice. lol. i think we did an excellent job. hahax. not perfect, but given it's our virgin work, we did great! hehx. Good job girls. =)
oh, and there has to be flaws, coz it's handmade! xD we kept using this to console ourselves. hehx!

today(29/8)
woke up early, headed to JJ. met Shirlyn. went up to the hall to watch the performances. hahax. hilarious stuff. i think this year's celebration is kinda cool. =) they had cool buffet. and the hall arrangement was like a wedding banquet. tables and all. =) but was kinda difficult to find the tchers. hahax. and we kinda sneaked into the staffroom. xD shhh.... we actually went to put the gifts on the tables. coz we didnt see Ms Tan and Mr Leow. Ms Tan was having food poisoning. -.- great timing. hahax. anyways, the concert ended a lil before 10. headed home to catch a nap. hehx. then headed to xnps. =D the teachers still rmb my name la. damn cool. hehx. we chatted for a really short while then went for lunch with isa.
we were saying it's kinda ironic tt we sort of lost touch of sec sch life even thou we've only left sch for 2 yrs, but still so close to pri sch when we've left of 6 yrs. hahax.
our tchers in CTSS have almost all left and the unfamiliar location.. kinda not belonging anymore. it's a pity u noe. i thought occasions like this are great chances of gathering with old sch mates and tchers. i reckon we'd totally lost touch with the tchers in CT. =/ i hope we still can keep in touch with old schoolmates thou..
shall make an effort after As!

another thing to do after As. on top of:
1. watching dramas
2. reading books (aimed on quite a few alrdy)
3. SHOPPING
4. part-time
5. Catch up with pri/sec/jc frens. =)
(not in any order)

cant wait...

2 mths..

juz 2 mths...

JIA YOU!

freaking long post. happy reading while Michele shall have some post-prelim leisure- DRAMAS! lan qiu huo & ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni! hehex

2008-08-26T16:41:00.002+08:00

hello. juz dropping by coz i came here to check some ans on litespeed. hehx.
BUT, u'll see me here soon. coz tml is THE LAST DAY OF PRELIMS! coolnest.(p/s: i wonder how big i'd post when it's the last day of the big As. hehex)

********
so anyways, i'm here also to spread a msg.
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it's a site to reach out to ppl to let them noe more about haemophiliacs. set up by a fren who 'suffers' from the 'disease'. i personally saw an example in him where haemphiliacs yearn to and can live life normally. so with a little help, they have dream big and live their dreams. =)

Quoted:
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Surviving for survival is plain emptiness without a dream, let us have dream..
WE are a minority, but we have our rights to live and dream as well...
Grant us the chance, by donating now. Thank you..."

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Haemophilics need all the support they can get, financially or otherwise.

Spread the message, like i did. a lil help can go a LONG way. =)

2008-08-04T11:56:00.002+08:00

somebody tell me i should'nt be here...

i woke up early today. kinda got woken up by Ms Tan. she called me like 9+ in the morn to ask if angela went for the magicbox. -.- i wonder why she wanted to noe....
but anyways, instead of studying, i actually came online. hehx. surfing for 2 hrs already. at least i got to meet Bennie online again. xD i shall go study soon. a wk more to prelims. where's the nervousness Michele?

i think all the mock exams and revision kinda numbed us. Zzz.

my motivation? where are you?

YOU should be studying soon...

all the years of education, just to fall infront of the big As? NO WAY!
beat the As so we can truely enjoy after it! =)

JiaYou, JiaYou!!!

girl, once again it happened? what for, i ask. but it's ur choice afterall. it just hurts us to see u like this. hope everything will be fine soon. dont give up studying, u noe it's not worth that much. we'll be here when u need, as always. =)

2008-07-27T12:39:00.002+08:00

hey! it's been reallllyyyyyy llooooonnnnggggg since i last posted. hehx.
a lot of things happened.
err. there's the magicbox outing... something unpleasant happened, change my perspective of a particular someone. makes me dreads school on certain days... blah blah.

and then the passing on of someone relatively close. so sudden, it still seems like a ~~dream~~ nightmare. jolts out the thinking that life is very unpredictable. Thanks for all the joy and laughter, for bringing me out for good food. u'll be missed.

heard of a fren's fren's passing on as well.. to all those affected, dont grief for too long ya. =)
in biology, u learn the amazing works of the human anatomy. in life, u see the fragility of it all.

hmm...
fun stuffs:
my class started a game of Angel and Mortal. hahax. it got us all excited. very fun.
mischievous Michele had fun being pseudo-angels for a day. hahax. i got scolded like crazy after i revealed myself. -.- at least i made them happy... for awhile. xD
i got a wonderful angel!=)
got lil notes that says "hope your day goes well" and chocs and a cake. <3
and i am a good angel too. ;)
(i wanted to post pics, but i kinda got the wrong memory card reader) Zzz.

then there were movie trips/ shopping for gifts here and there...

err... and other from all these, Michele is packed to the head with mock papers/ exams/ revision. ARRGHHH..
and when i was complaining yest,
my cousins said "i don't remember studying so hard in my JC days!"
!! and they freaking did well lorx...
why wasnt i born like 5 years earlier or something.
i'm glad i wasnt born 5 years later thou.
my younger cousin is learning how to use adjectives in her composition in primary 1. i bet i was only learning how to string proper sentences.

i wonder what the next generation will do in kindergarden... molecular biology? or organic chem?

is development and progress necessarily for the better?
i wonder...

2008-07-06T18:22:00.003+08:00

Ok, my com is back to life! hahax.
(since when blogger has spellcheck? -.- like i care if my grammar/spelling is wrong here. -.-)
so, anyways, thanks to yang ping for fixing my com for me FOC. =) saved me the $50-$100 i have to pay others to do the same or less. xD i owe u one. thanks loads.

friday went out with jas and shirlyn after sch to watch '10 promises to my dog'. really touching, tear-inducing movie. =) worth a watch, and a tear. hahax.
and of coz, a few sobs and wet t-shirts for SOME ppl. xD

err... i sorta wasted my sat and sun. thank god for the youth day holiday tml. then i can complete my homework.
hmm. sat went out with the clique to watch Ms Lim's concert. Mus'art wind ochesstra(i so dunno how to spell) in a spanish-themed concert. nice. reached home like 11+ near 12. hahax.

am so looking forward to the class outing to esplanade nxt sat to watch the Magicbox. Ms Eleen Tan was so nice to treat ALL of us. it's $41 per tix, u noe. <3

hmm. today was pretty mych used to fix this com. but at least, it's something done. the whole afternoon... gosh!

elder bro is out on a diving trip yet again. at least he's doing what he likes. =) he'll be back today... so i get to see more lovely pictures of the underwater world. at times, i secretly wish i would have the courage to go get a diving liscence...

but for now, the As.. and then dRiving liscence.. then MAYBE, i'll go get a diving liscence and go arnd to view the beautiful world with Terence. hmmm....

short short term: go get dinner! xD

2008-06-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

It's been really long since i last touch the com. hahax. all the stupid tests and all. Zzz. so anyways. long due updates and pictures:

Friday[err... last fri of hols]:
6J gathering at Jp fish and Co. =)

pic taken at frontier lib while waiting for someone to finish her business. lol!
been really long since more ppl than the usual 4 turn up. really nice catching up with them. =)
Bang Hao, Yi Yong, Jun Long, Siew Kwong, plus the usual 4 of us: me, PeiXin, Isabella and Yang Ping turned up. hanged out frm abt 6 to 11. wud have stayed longer if i didnt request to go home. i am a good girl, u know. xD

went out with the clique, i totally forgot when. but was during the hols. xD
went to town for kunfu panda. xiao wei only came for the movie while the 3 of us walked arnd and then headed to clarke quay. err. shall let the photos do the talking ehx:

my favourite. =)
i think shirlyn is very bad at posing for neoprints. xP

'tea-break' at (oh shit, i forgot where... my memory is failing me la..-.-)

heading to clarke quay
over at clarke quay
Dinner at the i-forgot-the-name- japanese supermart
Dessert at nectarrie(however u spell that)

yep.

the rest of the hols is pretty much mugging.

only to screw up all the tests.-.-

got back my math, aint as bad as i thought.

i think my hist grades will hit all-time lowest. it was so bad, the only essay i cud finish was the SBQ.Zzz

bio was equally bad. the most unprepared i've ever been.

chem was a screw up with many many careless mistakes here and there. pray hard! it's the 1st time i actually felt nervous during the paper.. tt shud explain all the mistakes. hope the grades aint tt dissapointing.

ok, from today on, u'll see very little of me. have lots to do., revision wrok every week. but i reckon tt's the best way. at least there's supervision from the tchers.

god bless my soul.

years to come, i'd wonder how i survived the A lvls.

juz like i am wondering how i breezed thru the promos, not rmbering being so stressed up like now.

thanks mummy for all the chocs and ice-cream stock up. enough to last me thru my prelims preparation. xD <3

2008-06-10T15:28:00.079+08:00

Dinner on sunday(8/6) was at the new New York New York branch at Lot1, CCK. =) NYNY is coming into the heartlands! hahax. and at this branch, they serve no pork, no lard. the dessert menu is soo sooo nice. i cudnt decide on wad to order. my mum and i reckon we shud be back one day just for dessert. xD <3 the food there is good. although the chocolate fondue was kinda disappointing, we'll be back for the rest! =)

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DNA PCR workshop at Science Centre on 9/6
arrive at sci centre at abt 9. was slightly late. xP anyways, went in and there were introductions etc. then lab wrok. lunch break at macs. then more lab work. and another break where we went arnd the sci centre. then more lab work. and it ends there. then the class headed to the omni-theatre for stimulator ride. the old rides we took when we were a lot younger was sooo much better. but none-the-less, the class made it fun. i laughed till i cudnt sit straight. they were screaming at lil things la. omg, like damn funny. xD <307s08.>

i'm lazy. so shall let the pictures do the talking. they aint in order, btw. xP

here goes:

oh. and the purpose of the DNA analysis is to see if we have the ability to taste a certain chemical called PTC, in short. most of us are light tasters( i.e heterozygous Tt for the taster gene.) while Jasmine, and i reckon Xiao wei also, is a hevay taster. =D which prob aint a very gd thing.

well, the workshop was fun. thou my electrophoresis didnt go well. but i had fun! =)

*photos courtesy of Shirlyn, Hui Shin and ME! =D

bye~

2008-06-07T10:22:00.003+08:00

ok. so extra lessons and all are more or less over. and tt spells the end of wk2.
and god bless my soul coz i havent done any solid revision. ok, great.

blah blah. i need to get the mood to study. Zzz.. but the more i think of how much i hav to do, the more i dont feel like doing. -.- idiot!

ok, anyways. i pretty much dont recall wad i did the past few days. lectures and remedials.. then lunch with the girls and etc.

oh. and we went to watch sex and the city. like.. erm.. thurs? or was it wed? ok, wadeva. the show's storyline's not bad. abt love, abt frenship. but some scenes are.. pornographic. lol. i wonder why it's rated m18 when she jie (uncut) is r21. -.- i reckon there are more sex scenes in sex and the city than she jie. ya. and the show was kinda long. lol. i sat til my butt hurts la. like 2hr+. i keep moving in my seat. hahax. then i cudnt sit comfortably coz some guy sat infront of me, and i didnt wanna kick his seat. so i moved very carefully. and we had a very full lunch so we didnt get snacks. woah, i cud have fell aslp if it's any longer. hahax.

err, other than tt.. i think i was napping at home or watching tv. xP

oh, and mum's back from m'sia. and she brought back dumplings my grandma wrapped! =D nice. hehee.. so all slacking and eating... see a fat Michele when june hols ends. xD

and i'm off to chiong finish my drama in the hope to rid all distractions so i can really really mug the rest of the hols.
wish me luck.

2008-06-03T18:16:00.022+08:00

1st thing 1st

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DENISE LEE~! =)

rushed to np just now to surprise her. lol. had to chiong my lunch in less than 10 min. i think i gonna get indigestion. 1st time i ate faster than Shirlyn and Jas. lol. waited too long for the bus, so decided to cab down. then the bus came-.-, reckon i wudnt reach on time anyway. so waited for cab. the cabs jus disappear when i wanna get one la. Zzz.

so anyways, got to np just in time.. we were looking arnd for denise, ended up she came from another direction. not surprised at all. -.- spoiler. i think np too big liao. we shud meet up in some place where there's only on entrance. then die also can know when she coming and surprise her. hahax! but still, we had fun la..
ate like a lot of cake. omg, stupid denise make us finish the cake. -.- like 5 ppl eat 1 kg of cake.. but the cake not bad la.. =)

they ate lunch there then we headed off. Denise and sok lay had to study for test tml. and min hang and chloe meeting some other ppl. so i headed home to sleep! lol. my lost beauty sleep. hahax

*thx to sok lay for helping us to take the pictures. =)

sat 154 back from np. long since i sat long dist bus ride home. pass by the same old places when i used to sit 154 home with sharon.. the lamborgini showroom where we used to wow over. they changed the display to a white one... -.- orange or black nicer. lol.

kinda miss the times where we chatted abt everything under the sun on the bus.. ur company made the bus ride seem shorter. =) we need to catch up with each other man!

anyways. sunday met up with Yang Ping, Isabella and PeiXin for dinner. lol. p sch gathering. xD
met at JP, ate subway. then walked arnd. went to toys 'r' us etc. hahax. all the jokes and laughters. =) then headed to swensons for ice-cream. lol. we were like kids who broke their piggy bank for ice-cream coz we all took out coins to pay for one topless5 shared among the 4 of us. lol! after tt we decided to walk home from JP since we all live arnd the same area. hahax. wasnt a very tiring walk la, thou i wudnt walk home. xP stopped at some coffeeshop on the way and ate again! lol. we shared a bowl of porridge, a plate of wanton noodles and some ngoh hiang. lol! if we do this everyday, u'll see 4 fat ppl. hahax! then walked home from there. =)

they nvr fail to make my day. <3

i think pri/sec sch life is so much better. all the after sch hanging out, all the fun and laughter. less stressful, less troubles. thank God for the frens i made in JC. wad is PSLE/O lvls when u hav greater challenges ahead?

years to come, i'd say 'what is A lvls when u have greater challenges ahead?'

what is life?

from denise's blog:

i'm nowhere near perfect. i eat when i'm bored. i cry when i'm sad. i'm vulnerable to believing lies. i'm hoping one day i wont need a fake smile. i live by quotes that explain what i'm going through. i make u excuses for everything. i have best friends and enemies. i have drama and memories. i am an average teenager.

and tt's life!

love it. live it. learn from it.

2008-05-30T13:47:00.002+08:00

i am pretty busy tis wk, and nxt.
Zzz. there goes my plan to mug..

anyways, my aunts came over frm m'sia. so it's been sch and shopping for me the past few days.
oh, and i went to sci centre with them on wed. xD been long since i last went. err, not much changes la... some additions here and there. i did slight revision there. xD no, i didnt bring my notes there...-.- i watched a 3-d video on virus attack. the extact stuff we learnt. hahax. and bits and pieces of info here and there. kinda cool la.

mum's going m'sia nxt wk. so me and bro hav to take turns to jaga the shop.. and then nxt wk will be sch & shop for me. pretty much. thou i hav exciting plans. ;)

err.. jus here to update, i guess. i forgot wad i wanted to blog abt. Zzz.

ok, shall take this chance to continue watching my drama. xD
later will be off shopping again, was suppose to be in sch but ms lim had some last min thingy and postponed it.. so, yea.
xP bye

2008-05-27T14:19:00.002+08:00

i woke up kinda early today. ended up packing my notes. lol! i think it took me like way more than 2 hrs. Zzz.
anyway, it's nice to finally noe where u can find all ur notes. hahax!
and my thumb got better after all the packing.

my mum was telling me my thumb hurts coz i sms too much.
she said it might be a jammed nerve and the doctor might have to inject ur bone, and it hurts hell lot. i dunno how that is possible, but like a lil kid, i got scared. -.- and my elder bro was laughing his head off. he LOVEs to scare me. like that time i was supposed to (but didnt) go for wisdom tooth surgery, he had to tell me tt it's gonna hurt a lot a alot. -.- my lovely brother....

so anyway, it got better. and hopefully, my brother wont get to laugh at me anymore.
and my mum said it got better coz i 'exercised' my finger. -.- who on earth exercises their thumb?
and over-smsing and not exercising is like total opposites la. the many contradicting statements mums make. xD

and i cut my hair! lol. but it's juz mere layering and stuff. hahax. DonnaKA will be glad tt my ponytail is still there. =D
my head feels so light...
lol

shall reward myself and go off to watch drama on youtube.
BYE~

xP

2008-05-24T13:49:00.002+08:00

saw this on hui yi's blog. nice MV.
song is a compilation of lots of love songs, smooth flow.
story goes along with the song... the song follows a story line..
enjoy!:
Part 1

part2

nice storyline ehx? =)

2008-05-24T11:48:00.005+08:00

i reckon i shud upload pictures regularly. it's less of a chore than when i hav millions of them. anyways:

This is so random. lol. chem tut at CR5. my class loves tut at CR5. lol! and i think we somehow or another can concentrate more. Peng Tiong doesnt sleep.. shirlyn.. err.. pays a little more attention. xD and ya, the class overall just can concentrate more.. i think it's the aura! lol-.-

Peng tiong was so lame la... he wrote this on the transparency during bio tut presentation. -.- we MAP the world. OMG! we were all like 'what?!'. hahax. my class is funny. =)

23/5- James-daddy's birthday! xD

we made really good plans on his birthday.. plan 1 was to embarass him!

we bought this cute ~~little~~ huge balloon for him. he had to carry it around sch for the whole day! xD u shud see his face when i went to look for him in the morn with the balloon in my hands man. it was hilarious! xP he keep asking Chang Sheng to burst it for him.. and we galred at him. lol. poor thing.. out laughter caught the attention of everybody in the canteen, and for the rest of the day, he was the centre of attraction. lol!. daddy, u must have LOVED us for this. xP

oh, and i had the duty to carry it home. and it was ssoooo huge, i felt embarassed myself. so i made the girls send me home. xD even a girl feels embarassed with the piglet. can u imagine how James felt? xD

plan 2 was to give him a surprise. actually, lots of surprises.
i think the balloon sort of surprised him also. hahax. then we had a tiny cake for him in sch. sang the birthday song (i sang like many many birthday songs tt day) lol. then made him open a present huili wrapped. layers and layers of newspaper only to receive 2 packets of ovaltine (however u spell tt) sweets. daddy, dont u jus love us? xD
then we pretended tt was all he gets. and asked him on on sat.
he got to spend his evening with baoxian, but he didnt noe she was part of our plan. xD and i think our plan wundt work without her. =P
so they went out while we sneaked arnd trying to prepare. we happen to head to the same place-- jp. he went to have dinner while we went to buy the cake and all. we were all sneaking arnd la, i hope nobody thought we stealed something. hahax.
then we cabbed down to his house. (Oh, his parents helped a lot too. helped in the lying, the deco and the food. thx loads! =) ) there, we hang up balloons and had a final dicussion of the plans.
then baoxian called, and we went into hiding. lol! switched off all the lights (his family supposed to be out).
then he came in.. his family was standing at the door and popped party poppers! surprise #1.
then he walked in further, and we surprised him! surprise #2. then he went into his room, and his class guys dashed out of another and cornered him. they drew a turtle on his face. xD surprise #3. James was soo happy la. hahax.
then we sang birthday songS. lol. was his classmate, Wei Jun's, birthday also. we had planned to surprise him also. we had another cake being prepared. so we say James 2 birthday songs (1 in eng and 1 in chinese). then the cake wasnt ready! so we sang birthday songs for Wei Jun also. but the cake wasnt ready still! so Jowell made them both make 3 wishes. then, phew, the cake was ready. so we turned our attention and sang Wei Jun another birthday song. =) he was suprised too. surprise #4.
4 surprises in a day...
all the rushing around and all. lol. but it was damn fun. =D
after all tt made james unwrapped another layered present. this time with masking tape.. lol. huili's usual trick.
then ate and played reaction game. woah.. we finished like 2 jars of water la.. imagaine if tt was alcohol... xD
reached home near 12 and was totally exhausted. lol. but it was worthed it coz james, and mayb Wei Jun, had a wonderful birthday. =)

hahax. i dunno whether James is unlucky to have frens like huili and gang (who were the mastermind to all these) coz of the embarassment or lucky coz of the love they showered.

anyways:
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DADDY!
18 le, grow up! xD i think u enjoyed urself yest, and tt was the most impt. =) and admit u got tricked man! hahax.. we were afterall, wiser than u. xP 18 le, i think can marry mummy liao. lol!
may all ur wishes come true, and stay happy always! =)

p/s: sorry mummy, say wanna go home with u but ended up staying longer. =/ left u to go home on ur own.=(

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yang Ping wrote a story on his blog. it was beautiful story. i took excerpts of it, just to share. (sorry to non-chinese readers. it's just not so beautiful in english. or mayb i lack the vocab..) :

5 层楼，他们一起分担了。他很希望，教室在十楼，二十楼。那样，他就可以用小指，牵着她的小指，一起爬上去...

他看见自己从前是如何在她的身边乱蹦乱跳，使出浑身解数，为的只是想看见那微微一笑。他想照顾她，想到了一个愚蠢的方法。他总是走在车子驶来的那个方向。他想：如果真的万一发生了以外，他将先被撞倒。而她，将会安然无恙。

nice. will guys really do that? i tot tt all these will only appear in reel. mayb a nice guy would. i think yang ping would. =) he was always the caring fren, so he would be an even better bf. no?

hahax. holidays are here.. i mean 'holidays'.
all the work, all the stuff we need to revise through.

math block test 20/6, bio common test wk 1, chem common test wk 1. my 3h2s, all packed together.
and then there's hist.. somewhere after the hols. ><>

and tt's like all my subjects la..

just had gp test yest.. was kinda crappy. but since when my gp aint crappy... so.. yea.

i still feel stupid after the damn vectors test la. it's not difficult lor! stupid brain juz cudnt find the eqn of the line i need to find my foot of perpendicular and then the eqn of the plane. 8 freaking marks juz thrown into the air. -.-

i lack the practice... i shud mug like shit this june 'hols'. really mug.

hmm...

2008-05-19T15:35:00.002+08:00

yeah! finally done with pq. more stuff to do... but Michele likes to slack. xD

was talking to Samuel on msn.. he said my dp was of a bird. -.- :

[c=36][c=36][/c]Stone[/c] 26 MAY 1000 says:
eh u dunno how to do bird issit
[c=36][c=36][/c]Stone[/c] 26 MAY 1000 says:
yr dp the hand put wrong
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
wad bird?
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
lol.. it's a heart la.. Zzz
[c=36][c=36][/c]Stone[/c] 26 MAY 1000 says:
heart meh
[c=36][c=36][/c]Stone[/c] 26 MAY 1000 says:
heart is
[c=36][c=36][/c]Stone[/c] 26 MAY 1000 writes:
(draws some mess)
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
-.-
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
LOL
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
<3<--->
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
lol
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
not tt animal u drew
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
lol
[c=36][c=36][/c]Stone[/c] 26 MAY 1000 says:
eh what animal
[c=36][c=36][/c]Stone[/c] 26 MAY 1000 says:
its an insect ok
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
lol
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
animal la
[[Mic----* =) ]] THE WORLD NEEDS MORE SMILES. so SMILE!! you, you and YOU. where's ur smile? says:
look like pig
[c=36][c=36][/c]Stone[/c] 26 MAY 1000 says:
u need a trip to the zoo

-.- nice chatting with him since a long long time. still as joker as ever. =)

oh, and Bennie came to talk to me on msn too. havent seen her since eons ago la... go NZ and throw us here! lol.
glad she's doing fine there. NZ aint a very safe place la.. all the partying, drunkards etc.. tk care girl!<3

2008-05-19T11:18:00.002+08:00

i was nice yest! lol. i went to pei Yang Ping eat his lunch/dinner althou i juz came back from my own lunch awhile ago. lol. he was suppose to treat me, but i wasnt hungry, so i merely drank green tea. u still owe me 2 meals arhx! lol. and the abalone 10 years later. xD met him for an hr or so then came back hm le...

i juz woke up from a weird dream. lol! i dreamt tt i was having dinner with my boyfriend and his parents. -.- i dun even hav a bf to start with la...
but the main point is... it was a horrible meeting. his mum kept rolling her eyes at me and she keeps giving me the 'u suck' look. lol. and all my bf cud do was eat..-.-
there was this maid with them.. and i rmb it being a posh restaurant. so i reckon was a rich guy..
i rmb staying thru 3/4 of the meal. and ended up throwing wadeva money i hav with me at my bf and storm off. lol.
and i dunno why, my family happens to be nearby.. and i went home with them.

moral of the story:
1. not time to hav a r/s
2. do not get a rich bf (or at least check out his mum 1st) xD
3. ur family will always be there. =)

oh, too bad i dun rmb who tt apparent 'bf' was. if not i wud forbid myself from falling in love with him. or, if u're rich, dun talk to me! LOL!. jk...

i'm still wondering why i had tt dream...

AH! i think was coz i was watching meet the fockers last nite! xP
dreams work in such a werid way....

and my PQ is not done. -.-

2008-05-17T13:48:00.099+08:00

It's amazing how long i took to do this post. lol. i keep accidentally deleting the pictures, then reloading them and rearranging them... guess wad? i jus realised i shud upload them from bottom up instead of top down. now the photos are like in REVERSE chronological order. -.- so now i shall blog from the lastest... Zzz..anyways, here goes:

Yest went out to Taman Jurong food centre with the family for dinner. lol. u shud see our table of food. xD but was nice la.. shud go there again sometime, not expensive but still nice =)

Friday(16/5):

(Aiya, now i have to blog from nite backwards to morning. -.-)

Went to city hall to meet Chloe, Denise and Min Hang. was suppose to meet at 6.30, but Chloe reached at 5! lol. so i left the girls at JE and went to meet her earlier. rotted and stoned till the rest came. hahax. took really long to decide wad to eat. ended up eating at Changing Appetite at Marina Square. yup. food there was good. and the company was better! =)

been really long since we last met. but we still had lots to talk about. all the ups and downs in life... glad and amaze tt they cud still talk about it with smiles on their faces.

Chloe commented tt my life is relatively peaceful compared to theirs.. i guess it is.. hahax.

Denise Lee! lol. keep tt smile on girl! =)

hahax. Chloe.. i think she was stoning....

yet again. xP

Check out the food! xD :

Oh.. the mudpie is good! lol.

Denise and Min Hang

unglam side of Chloe. lol.

don't ask me why she's smiling reatarded-ly at her hp. hahax

the lighting spoils the picture la. lol. look at Chloe's face.. =x
all the successful pictures are on Chloe's N95. lol. N95 leh! my hp sucks. hahax..

was great hanging out with the girls again. who needs guys when we have frens like these? xD to hell with them! lol. hope ur life gets better girls.. SMILE! =)

before tt was out with the girls, Rashal, Angela and May Ching. went IMM for lunch.

i dunno how long we spent cam whoring. lol.

before that had sports meet. was busy the whole morning ensuring the participants report when they are suppose to. hav to thank Jasmine, Shirlyn, Rashal, May Ching, Angela, Donna, Jeremy and Deepan for all the help. =) THANKS guys! =D

Owens house banner. cute hor. lol. i helped paint part of tt! xD

Owens lost again la.. but yea.. was still fun for me. many things happened. but it happened for a reason la. the first time i said that someone sucks out loud, and i meant it. but well i dont work for him, so i just screamed and let it off.

had lousy ppl to work with, but more great ppl. like those i mentioned plus Darren, Max, Kai Hui and the J1 planning com ppl. yea, potential leaders. =)

it's not all about winning....

Thurs:

Poor Michele had very bad cramps and so she skipped math lecture and slpt in the sick bay. hahax. the other girl in the room was so nice la. i think she knew i wanted to slp, so she off the lights, thou she was studying. i think she ended up slping too. xD

and thx for all the concern etc. =)

thx jas for the hot milo too! <3>

28th Councillor Investiture'08(wed 14/5):

Blue rose from desmy. lol. i was playing with camera effects.. xP

Me, Desmy, Shirlyn, Jasmine and Angela..

=D poor Jasmine..

Desmy enjoying her drumlets. lol. it's damn nice btw.. xD

Ian chong came for the investiture too. hahax. havent seen him for eons. but he didnt change much. =)
Jasmine, Angela, Shirlyn, Peng Tiong, Abbie, Me and May Ching. =)

Randoms:

ahahah! she's so gonna kill me.. xP
look at how shirlyn holds her knife and fork! -.-

Max's Birthday BBQ:
lol. GHOST! xP

Scary sia. hahax. she's so gonna smack me.
OMG, damn unglam. hahax. she's so gonaa KILL me.........

Me and Jas

Xiao Wei and Me... woaah.. look at her dimple... lol. ass..
Jasmine's 1st time on PS. xP
Desmy in her bikini...lol. cant see thou..

Randoms:
was attempting to take a very emo picture of DonnaKA but she turned arnd and smiled coz the bus came... -.-
lol. damn drama la.. this series of photo. up to ur imagination! xP
hahax!
Rashal! xD
Abdillah.. lol. i dunno why he looked like he cried.....
My younger bro and I. =)

i was attempting to take a picture of the whole table.. but... xD

while heading out of sch.. quite rare the class hangs out tgt..

my elder brother is such a spoiler la. xP he went to hide away..Zzz

i'm in some unglam shit. ><

Oh, food! lol... strawberry roll from ri ben chun

the ice-cream therapy at 7-11. failed attempt. but the aunty didnt let us take any more. 'cannot take picturess here'. -.- like since when la? Zzz.

lol. Shirlyn and her SPASTIC laughter. notice no one else is laughing... ok, there's only jasmine in the picture..-.- lol!

i dunno who took this, but it nice isint it? =)

Mr Pang Peng Tiong sleeping in class AGAIN! lol

Tatoo! lol. nahx.. rashal drew on my hand. but i do love her =)

Rashal trying to kiss me! lol... p/s my face was red from pc.. not from shyness. lol!

Me and my younger brother. check out the huge glass of juice! lol. we didnt noe it was so huge la...

Tan Xiao Wei! hahax. those were the rare times where she had time to hang out with us. =)

My brothers and i. <3

i await the day i can drive too... lol!

my right thumbs hurts la. i think i strained it. it helps me support the pen when i write, type when i ssms and everything. lol.
and my bill is lyk.. Zzz.
mayb i shud stop sms-ing.

hmm... and i gtg do my PQ now. -.- self-praising...
ok, bye! xD

2008-05-12T19:10:00.036+08:00

Photos, lots and lots of them. there are more, but i am like super pek chek with the system, i need a memory card reader... Zzz. so anyways, i didnt really put them in order la, and i am really lazy for captions. so here goes the photo dump:

MOTHERS' day dinner @ billy bombers, JP:

the lovely lady. xD

looks damn breakfasty... lol.

our number 1 choice of dessert: BROWNIE! =)

OWENS camp:
tt's slacking in the LN. xP

pardon the stupid face. lol. i was scolding shirlyn coz she took damn long to take tt picture. xP

and i realised i keep having food near my mouth. lol
CHECK OUT THE JUNK FOOD!! *fat*

jeremy block my face. =/

jeremy block my face AGAIN! lol

RANDOMs:

PENG TIONG! lol. he slpt in class, so me and jas doodled on his arm. xD
on the way to ccab for rugby match. semi-finals.

Err, mini class gathering at IMM swensons where we went to buy max's present.

i think we were on our way to KFC. lol.

PC= slack. =)

and nice nice picture of sunset i took on the bus. =)

ok, i so need to go study for bio test tml. xP

cya~

2008-05-11T17:22:00.003+08:00

i've been receiving millions of those 'ur email has won lottery' crap emails. and weird phone calls tt says 'u've been shortlisted for a career'. -.- i so believe u...

so anyways, back from owens camp. and i admit this is the nicest camp of all. =) quite slack, but the purpose of the camp was reached. so good job to the planning com and Darren. =)
went to watch rugby match before the camp. erm, the school bus arrangement was crap, so we cabbed to ccab instead. we lost. but i saw the spirit of the game, the sch's spirit and the effort the ruggers placed. the hope and all. they cried. others cried. and i almost. the scene where the opponents were receiving their cup, and JJ was on the field. hangs clapping, but hearts breaking. from the top of the grandstand where we were... it was just. sad. i saw one rugger cudnt take it, and turned his back on the merry making.. ppl hugging the ruggers. tears tt flowed. loved the part where the supporters sang the school song together with the ruggers. i think it touched them.. the ruggers were devastated, but they got over it quickly. loved the laughter when we were about to leave at 8+. the pressure is on the j1s to win back the plate!

bused back to jp. ate dinner there then headed back to sch for owens camp. err, reached like 10+. xP they were having debreif by then, so we headed to LN to report and rotted there till 11+. lol.showered and all then s08 ppl gathered and played games, xD we all laughed and joked and all til 4 am. lol!. then i watched 27 dresses on shirlyn's ipod. donna cudnt stay awake and i ended up watching alone. i slpt like 5.30. LOL
then ernest came and woke us up at 6.30,saying our meeting is at 6.50. but end up tt was for the planning com. -.- i think we slpt in the wrong room.

hahax, so we woke up early and then we rotted til 7.30 for the real meeting. then had banner painting, cheer designing and games. then break camp at 2+.lol. i think i too lazy to type, i making the camp sound boring. but trust me, we all had fun. =)

then came home to nap and headed to jp to meet the rest. had mos burger then headed to NTU. lol. the bus was like freaking filled with JJ ppl. talent time was ok la. last year was better. they sang the same song as their semi-finals, so we were kinda bored. but some of them improved a lot. like CRANK. =) congrats isabella!
love the beat boxing man. xD and the guest performers were great too. =) i didnt noe tt pc tcher can sing la. handsome and not so useless afterall. xP

then headed home. the bus was so crowded, i almost cudnt alight. guess everyone was heading to jp while i alighted like 3-4 bus stops away. xP

congrats to all talent time ppl. was a great night! =)

err... came home and pretty much slp thru till 1 today. xP got back my precious sleep=P

just got bad news.. another bad example of a guy. worst. but as i promised.. nth out of anger.
cheer up gal. to hell with him, u still have us! =)

2008-05-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

hmm., this week in summary: TIRED.
even thou it hasnt end... but yea.

i guess it was accumulated from last wk. all of us were half dead by wed.
and the girls and i took the early dismissal yest to go home and nap. and it pretty much helps, coz we were all in a pretty good condition today. =)

chem test tml
rugby finals tml
owens camp tml til sat
talent time finals on sat

photo taking on mon
bio test on tues
GP content test on thurs

there's something almost everyday. thank God the math test was postponed.

and i guess it pretty much stresses everybody up.

HANG IN THERE PPL!!

oh, and all the best to jj rugby boys and the talent time ppl for ur finals! =)

2008-05-03T14:56:00.003+08:00

saw this on the newspaper, and decided to check it out.
YOU GOTTA SEE THIS:

omg, she really can sing la. i gonna get hold of all her songs. lol.
SHIRLYN!! xD
oh, btw, she has an album 'over the rainbow'- Connie Talbot out in stores. =)

More:

she didnt win la. hahax. but well, this guy is not bad, and more suited to perform in front of the queen. no?

hahax. Connie is like so cute can? and ya, go check out youtube for all her other singings. nice. =)
my fav:

ok, i shud be off preparing to head to max's.
DONT GET ADDICTED! xP

2008-05-03T13:07:00.002+08:00

ok, so i am still alive after yest. lol

mr leow was very nice and postponed the math test to mon.

uhuh, and we'll hav 2 tests on mon ( math vectors & chem revision test)
and then bio retest on tues. -.-

so yest's gp test was crap, if u wanna noe. i juz blabbered a lot a lot. hahx.
and then chem spa...

let's juz say i screwed up a bit. but well, it's over, so let it be la.
and i had my choc therapy, with the company of good friends.=)

went to watch rugby match with jas, shirlyn, donna, rashal and rashal's fren at ccab after sch.. jj won =)
then headed off to huili's hse at bukit gombak. her dear frens planned a surprise b'dae party for her. =) yea, and i think she enjoyed herself a lot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again! =)
left her hse near 11, and reached home like 1140. lol.

i've been coming home late...
today will be too.
max's b'dae party! xD
most of the class wud be there, i think. fun fun fun. =)

and then we'll all mug like shit on sun for the coming 3 tests.
never ending... Zzzz..
lol.

off to max's party soon.~
enjoy while u can. lol.

都怪我开不了口,
别越爱越难过

2008-05-01T12:12:00.002+08:00

came home kinda late yest. no school today!!
but, OMG, we got like 3 tests tml.. -.-
Chem SPA
math vectors class test
GP TCA

-.-

so, anyway. went for cca yest. and tt was the LAST DAY! =)
after tt headed to nic liang's hse. last min call from them, saying they emo after losing their tennis match. but they took it well la. =)
chit chatted and all til 10+ and left.
i tell u, these guys do the most bo liao thing on earth when they'r bored. i hope not all guys do tt. but i had a good laugh la. and it helped me put that thing aside for a while.

it feels kinda good to still be able to hang out with these guys. their like my sec2 classmates? xD
and me and khai enn were still talking about wanting to meet up with old friends while on the bus to RCH. our wish came true. =)

and ya, sports ppl who ended their sports season, whether the results are good or bad, it's over. so channel ur energy to mugging for As. jia you! =)

and i guess i shud get out of here before i fail all 3 tests tml.

2008-04-29T21:27:00.002+08:00

oh, and my elder bro juz showed me a video he took in the afternoon.
abt a bird tt keeps trying to get into our hse and refuses to leave.
1: he sat on the gate.
2: he sat on the window grille
3: he came in and sat on my bro's bag

LOL. and i tell u, my bros were damned scared!
damn gay can.

my elder bro said:' wa lao, the bird damn scary can?'
i just laughed my ass off. xD

and all he cud do was..
say
SHOO

-.-
it was damn funny

my bros are like... OMG.
reminds me of the butterfly park trip long time ago.

picture:
'bro runs thru park with hands covering head screaming 'AHHHHH''
xD

butterflies are like damn cute can. -.-

well, ppl hav different fears.

but a 1.8m dark guy... butterflies and birds....

xD

OMG.

[this is happiness]
<3 the family. =)

2008-04-29T21:11:00.002+08:00

today is full of ~~ups~~ and downs. but it's relatively ok now, i hope.
and i didnt noe i hav really unexpected readers la.. lyk where on earth did they get my blog add. thou i didnt keep it very secretive la, but, ya. lol

wells, i made a pact to myself tt the blog shall only see sian-ness or happiness.

and i made a pact to u to live peacefully with him. =)

and yea. i shud make another pact to like start studying. like seriously.

I'M SO GONNA FAIL MY 'A's.

anyways... i wanna go watch movie with the class tml!. but i got cca... =/ i keep wanting to pon-10 la. lyk... arghh...
why on earth do we need ccas. =(
[this is sian-ness]

blahx. feels restricted. but yea... no more negative posts.
1 more impulsive act and off goes this blog.
yes. YOU be my witness. =)

oh, and thx boy for all the trouble and all. i've learnt my lesson, and ya, i'm okay. =)
i noe i hav frens like u to count on. THANKS=)

and the girls too. <3

off to rot infront of the TV. xD

2008-04-28T19:25:00.001+08:00

wow. looks like i made an enemy, somehow or another.
anyways, sorry for showing my pissed off side here. IT'S OVER. =)

mondays are really really short days.
and so, we had an unplanned class outing today to IMM.
ate swensons and bought prezzies for upcoming bdaes..
yea. pictures hav to wait.
Michele is really lazy. xP

2008-04-26T10:39:00.003+08:00

GUYS ARE SO FREAKING INSENSITIVE AND DUMB!!!!!!!!

like totally. if u gonna do this to her, she's better off without u.
and I DUN LIKE UR ATTITUDE U ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u wont see this, but i need to scream!!!! lest i hav the urge to scream in ur face.

and gal, if u see this and happen to noe who it refers to, i mean no harm.
and ya, personal opinion.

i think we care more than u do! BAHX!

time and again, chances were given to u. then time and again u proved us wrong. can u freaking get sense into ur head and jolly well treat her better.

i am on the verge of the four letter F word which i am totally against. and u noe why.

do u guys ever noe what it feels lyk to hav hope and then see it crashes. tt's how she felt TIME AND AGAIN. and then all u cud say was sorry, and all she cud do was forgive and then the whole cycle repeats.

and then all we can do is let her fall rite thru and be there to pick up the mess u made.

it's no wonder i take guys words with a pinch of salt.

get the hell out of here!

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